you wanted to know you said...
I want to scream today. Yesterday. Maybe an hour ago. Not much about anything. Just something. Anything. To feel..whatever.
Make sense? Probably not. Not to me either. And definitely...
Not to my cat.
But the emotions. One? 200?
Or maybe it left the building. Along with my dignity. Oh where did I put it? Again? Damn.
I think she called me mad. But I can't be sure. She's a cat after all.
Are you still here listening to this?
Stop it!
Go away.
I was talking about an emotion. Or was it several? Maybe not anything at all. Because I wanted to scream. But I didn't. And I am still here.
So where are you?
Do you know?
Do you remember?
Or was it all in my head?
I'm tired. Really. Really tired. And I don't make a lot of sense to me. But you keep reading! Or was it listening? Or dear lord I am losing it again.
I want you to understand I am not here for you. Because I can't even stand me. The more I wave on and forward the less I be.
And you're still here.
I feel you. In my shadows. Listening or reading or trying to dissect.
VIVIsectVI
Make sense? Probably not. Not to me either. And definitely...
Not to my cat.
But the emotions. One? 200?
Or maybe it left the building. Along with my dignity. Oh where did I put it? Again? Damn.
I think she called me mad. But I can't be sure. She's a cat after all.
Are you still here listening to this?
Stop it!
Go away.
I was talking about an emotion. Or was it several? Maybe not anything at all. Because I wanted to scream. But I didn't. And I am still here.
So where are you?
Do you know?
Do you remember?
Or was it all in my head?
I'm tired. Really. Really tired. And I don't make a lot of sense to me. But you keep reading! Or was it listening? Or dear lord I am losing it again.
I want you to understand I am not here for you. Because I can't even stand me. The more I wave on and forward the less I be.
And you're still here.
I feel you. In my shadows. Listening or reading or trying to dissect.
VIVIsectVI