yes, he is in his own little world, a world that i am not part of any more, though he thinks i have to be. he just needs to realize that. he thinks that having me around helps him with his problems, but in reality it just makes him worse, a constant reminder of what he has lost.
the thing is, with someone like that, one cannot guess their actions because they are working on a different form of reality than us. thats what makes them dangerous and a threat.
on a more specific, practical note, i am really going to try not to see him this summer, and if i do, it will certainly be in a public place. its not that i have very many past problems to work from, but ive seen his father and he is rapidly turning into that.
i want to help him as much as i can, but the only way to help is to force him into his own life, something that cannot be achieved when he thinks he needs me to help him.
yeah, and his hatred for you, though fairly understandable, is annoying as hell and incredibly childish.
the thing is, with someone like that, one cannot guess their actions because they are working on a different form of reality than us. thats what makes them dangerous and a threat.
on a more specific, practical note, i am really going to try not to see him this summer, and if i do, it will certainly be in a public place. its not that i have very many past problems to work from, but ive seen his father and he is rapidly turning into that.
i want to help him as much as i can, but the only way to help is to force him into his own life, something that cannot be achieved when he thinks he needs me to help him.
yeah, and his hatred for you, though fairly understandable, is annoying as hell and incredibly childish.
i just want it to be over, but he wont let go.
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