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god damn it.
i was doing pretty nicely, considering i got sick ...
didnt eat for about 3 days, threw up on the 2nd day. its all good.
yesterday however, i had my detention, and my step dad picked me up.
not bad right?
it gets bad. seriously.
he asks if i want to go with him to my grandparents to drop off some food for them. so im like yeah sure why not. so we go. and when we show up, after driving through crazy traffic, they're not there.
conveniently, there's a dunkin donuts COMBINED with a baskin robbins right across the street from their house. me...being just ... stupid beyond belief, say "hey we should go get donuts"
so what do we do?
we go and get donuts.
fuck.
i had a 4 scoop ice cream thing, which i couldnt even finish all the way.
AND i had a donut.
plus after all that we went to the pita cafe, and got me 2 sandwich roll thingy's.
oh .. to make things even better.
when we were done..my grandparents finally show up.
i could have strangled them.
i cant forget though how when i came home i ate even more.
i have some damn issues.
its either i dont eat for a damn week or i stuff my face until i puke.
somethings really bugging me, and for once its not the food thing.
someone called me yesterday, while i was at school and left a text message. i didnt bring my phone with me because i have like .. 2 minutes left on it. right so, this text message, even though the number is a local number so its possibly someone i know..i totally dont recognize the number, and this text message just says "please call"
i couldnt call even if i wanted to.
the amount of minutes i have left is not enough for a phone call.
now its going to bother me.
for a really long time.
this morning, which only started about 16 minutes ago, i got up and went downstairs to my kitchen.
whats the first thing i do?
i take out yesterdays baskin robbins. thank god i just sort of stand there and look at it.
todays going to be another one of those days. one of my normal days.
it'll be good.
god i hate having to go to school looking like this.
i wish it were thursday already.
i was doing pretty nicely, considering i got sick ...
didnt eat for about 3 days, threw up on the 2nd day. its all good.
yesterday however, i had my detention, and my step dad picked me up.
not bad right?
it gets bad. seriously.
he asks if i want to go with him to my grandparents to drop off some food for them. so im like yeah sure why not. so we go. and when we show up, after driving through crazy traffic, they're not there.
conveniently, there's a dunkin donuts COMBINED with a baskin robbins right across the street from their house. me...being just ... stupid beyond belief, say "hey we should go get donuts"
so what do we do?
we go and get donuts.
fuck.
i had a 4 scoop ice cream thing, which i couldnt even finish all the way.
AND i had a donut.
plus after all that we went to the pita cafe, and got me 2 sandwich roll thingy's.
oh .. to make things even better.
when we were done..my grandparents finally show up.
i could have strangled them.
i cant forget though how when i came home i ate even more.
i have some damn issues.
its either i dont eat for a damn week or i stuff my face until i puke.
somethings really bugging me, and for once its not the food thing.
someone called me yesterday, while i was at school and left a text message. i didnt bring my phone with me because i have like .. 2 minutes left on it. right so, this text message, even though the number is a local number so its possibly someone i know..i totally dont recognize the number, and this text message just says "please call"
i couldnt call even if i wanted to.
the amount of minutes i have left is not enough for a phone call.
now its going to bother me.
for a really long time.
this morning, which only started about 16 minutes ago, i got up and went downstairs to my kitchen.
whats the first thing i do?
i take out yesterdays baskin robbins. thank god i just sort of stand there and look at it.
todays going to be another one of those days. one of my normal days.
it'll be good.
god i hate having to go to school looking like this.
i wish it were thursday already.