討厭鬼。
Nothing really happened today, had a few phone calls.
Tired from studying, or not. But just mentally exhausted. I've thought of quite a few things... about my future and whatnot. Just thoughts, jumbles of nothingness.
No conclusions were reached, fortunately.
Well, I really wouldn't want to be "set" about my future at such a young age. But at least I know what I want to do for the near future and after college. There's really not much worth mentioning. All still at a state of contemplation.
I'm stuffed, I've been feeling stuffed for the entire day.
It's almost 3am, and completing my studies for tomorrow's exam seems so far fetched.
Well - that's it for the what I did today part... Here's a MSN convo.
─ Hey, how's the studying going...?
不就那個樣嗎？─
─ 又在偷偷寫那個喔？
可不是嗎？ (笑) 知道了還要問嗎？ ─
─ 妳會不會太屌，這個學期.. you just about ditched that class every single time.
哪有那麼誇張？ ─
─ 有。
沒有啦。 ─
─ 妳現在還在寫嗎？
沒啦。 ─
─ 咦，難得。
You make me sound like such a bad student. ─
─ 妳也不管了，對吧。 You're transferring out anyway.
對啊。 新的開始。 ─
─ 高興嗎？
嗯。 終於找到自己想做什麼了。─
─ 那以後很難碰面呢。
不會啦。 還在同個城市裡。 ─
─ 妳在抽煙嗎？
妳在我家嗎？ How the hell did you know? I just lit one up. ─
─ 感覺的到。
─ 其實喔... 我聞到了。
─ 很臭。
夠了妳...(怒) ─
─ 我真不敢相信妳。
What? ─
─ To do this all by yourself and just leave!
妳在胡說什麼啊。 好像什麼生死離別一樣。 轉個學而已咩。 ─
─ But I'm serious though. We really won't be able to see you all that often.
I don't care. Maybe we just weren't meant to be! Hahahaha!! ─
─ 很難笑。哪有這樣的。
又怎麼了啦，妳月經來啦？ ─
─ 這種事情很難用msn說。 我打給電話給妳，好嗎？
唷，我的大小姐，公主殿下，妳什麼時候會問我可不可以啦？ 以前不都是三四點還會打來把我吵醒？ ─
─ ... I'm calling, now! Pick up or I drive over to kick your sorry-ass.
說實在話，妳打來的時候我真的什麼都沒想到。 總是想不到事情會變成這樣。
It's not like I'm willing to let everything go very easily, I'm sure you know
more about that than I do. You seem to know me best in this city. And I thank
you for that. But seriously, there isn't a single reason for you to do all that.
真的不必要。 妳已經為我做的夠多了。 再多我接受不了啊。(笑)
人家我可是會害羞的，我又不是狗，妳也不是肉包子。
不需要這種有去無回的搞頭啦。
我現在能為妳做的只是把衛生紙遞給妳，並且給妳一個我不知道守得守不住的承諾。
妳相信我也好、不相信我也罷。 But know that you have my trust and 妳會是我一輩子的
好友。 妳不要想的太複雜，也不要把我的話當作什麼... 童言無禁嘛！小妹我只是個小鬼啊。
妳常打罵的小丫頭。
或許是我想的太簡單。沒去try to understand妳的想法。這是我的錯，我對不起妳。orz
但是妳還不是用了妳最大的武器！(死) 還在電話上耶，妳真猛。
或許就是因為在電話上妳才敢吧。
要是妳在我在妳身邊的時候搞這套，本小姐打賭妳不敢。因為怕被我笑吧。
不過也因為妳搬出這個叫做眼淚的玩意才讓我知道事情的重要性。
我也跟妳說過了，一切尚未成定局。
我的未來，我的出路，妳繼續禱告吧。
先寫這樣了。妳沒打電話來，我想妳應該已經睡著了。
祝好夢。
謝謝，對不起。
Tired from studying, or not. But just mentally exhausted. I've thought of quite a few things... about my future and whatnot. Just thoughts, jumbles of nothingness.
No conclusions were reached, fortunately.
Well, I really wouldn't want to be "set" about my future at such a young age. But at least I know what I want to do for the near future and after college. There's really not much worth mentioning. All still at a state of contemplation.
I'm stuffed, I've been feeling stuffed for the entire day.
It's almost 3am, and completing my studies for tomorrow's exam seems so far fetched.
Well - that's it for the what I did today part... Here's a MSN convo.
─ Hey, how's the studying going...?
不就那個樣嗎？─
─ 又在偷偷寫那個喔？
可不是嗎？ (笑) 知道了還要問嗎？ ─
─ 妳會不會太屌，這個學期.. you just about ditched that class every single time.
哪有那麼誇張？ ─
─ 有。
沒有啦。 ─
─ 妳現在還在寫嗎？
沒啦。 ─
─ 咦，難得。
You make me sound like such a bad student. ─
─ 妳也不管了，對吧。 You're transferring out anyway.
對啊。 新的開始。 ─
─ 高興嗎？
嗯。 終於找到自己想做什麼了。─
─ 那以後很難碰面呢。
不會啦。 還在同個城市裡。 ─
─ 妳在抽煙嗎？
妳在我家嗎？ How the hell did you know? I just lit one up. ─
─ 感覺的到。
─ 其實喔... 我聞到了。
─ 很臭。
夠了妳...(怒) ─
─ 我真不敢相信妳。
What? ─
─ To do this all by yourself and just leave!
妳在胡說什麼啊。 好像什麼生死離別一樣。 轉個學而已咩。 ─
─ But I'm serious though. We really won't be able to see you all that often.
I don't care. Maybe we just weren't meant to be! Hahahaha!! ─
─ 很難笑。哪有這樣的。
又怎麼了啦，妳月經來啦？ ─
─ 這種事情很難用msn說。 我打給電話給妳，好嗎？
唷，我的大小姐，公主殿下，妳什麼時候會問我可不可以啦？ 以前不都是三四點還會打來把我吵醒？ ─
─ ... I'm calling, now! Pick up or I drive over to kick your sorry-ass.
說實在話，妳打來的時候我真的什麼都沒想到。 總是想不到事情會變成這樣。
It's not like I'm willing to let everything go very easily, I'm sure you know
more about that than I do. You seem to know me best in this city. And I thank
you for that. But seriously, there isn't a single reason for you to do all that.
真的不必要。 妳已經為我做的夠多了。 再多我接受不了啊。(笑)
人家我可是會害羞的，我又不是狗，妳也不是肉包子。
不需要這種有去無回的搞頭啦。
我現在能為妳做的只是把衛生紙遞給妳，並且給妳一個我不知道守得守不住的承諾。
妳相信我也好、不相信我也罷。 But know that you have my trust and 妳會是我一輩子的
好友。 妳不要想的太複雜，也不要把我的話當作什麼... 童言無禁嘛！小妹我只是個小鬼啊。
妳常打罵的小丫頭。
或許是我想的太簡單。沒去try to understand妳的想法。這是我的錯，我對不起妳。orz
但是妳還不是用了妳最大的武器！(死) 還在電話上耶，妳真猛。
或許就是因為在電話上妳才敢吧。
要是妳在我在妳身邊的時候搞這套，本小姐打賭妳不敢。因為怕被我笑吧。
不過也因為妳搬出這個叫做眼淚的玩意才讓我知道事情的重要性。
我也跟妳說過了，一切尚未成定局。
我的未來，我的出路，妳繼續禱告吧。
先寫這樣了。妳沒打電話來，我想妳應該已經睡著了。
祝好夢。
謝謝，對不起。