Feb 14, 2005 01:40
So its like 2 AM, and jus got in. I'm not tired and i've been sick for most of the weekend.
But thats not why i write. So lately more than often I find myself thinking about Dana. Why? I dont kow. I'm sitting here thinking to myself..."I miss the way she made me feel, but i dont miss her". Does that even make sense? I jus dont know what the deal is lately. I feel like i want a girlfriend, but when i really think about it i get bitter and remember all the bad memories and pain i've gone thru, because i opened myself up and trusted someone.
Why do girls have to suck soo much? Why do u all have to toy with us and our hearts? Boys are WAY MORE sensitive than u know. It only takes 1 time and we will never care the same way.
But who cares.....life goes on, whats done is done.
G'night.