One of those days.....
Does life ever seem all too repetative? I swear this summer is exactly like last summer, but with a few differences.
I've been unnecessarily depressed this last two weeks. I hate being alone, and at home. Vancouver is my personal hole-in-the-wall......
I hate letting myself be open, because I feel like i give too much and get very little in return. Break-ups and the "friendship" phase are too much full of shit..i hate it, and i dont plan to do it anymore.
But true frienship is irreplacable. And I really gotta give love to dana for being here for me the whole time. She's been my better half and shown me thats its ok to put myself b4 anyone else. Which is probably gonna be happening for the next year or so....i'm gonna try harder than hell to give this year to me. No single girl will claim me for any reason...heartbreak or not.
So with that said, I'm thru..thru with it all.
Oh i talked to Lindsay today..totally random, but good. Gonna see her tomorrow after work...OH LORD i hate saturdays...those damn 7 am meetings...way too unnecessary.
Anywho, I'm waiting for my better half to call, plus i've forgotten what i was gonna write...so tchao.
I've been unnecessarily depressed this last two weeks. I hate being alone, and at home. Vancouver is my personal hole-in-the-wall......
I hate letting myself be open, because I feel like i give too much and get very little in return. Break-ups and the "friendship" phase are too much full of shit..i hate it, and i dont plan to do it anymore.
But true frienship is irreplacable. And I really gotta give love to dana for being here for me the whole time. She's been my better half and shown me thats its ok to put myself b4 anyone else. Which is probably gonna be happening for the next year or so....i'm gonna try harder than hell to give this year to me. No single girl will claim me for any reason...heartbreak or not.
So with that said, I'm thru..thru with it all.
Oh i talked to Lindsay today..totally random, but good. Gonna see her tomorrow after work...OH LORD i hate saturdays...those damn 7 am meetings...way too unnecessary.
Anywho, I'm waiting for my better half to call, plus i've forgotten what i was gonna write...so tchao.