dichotomy part 2
I know im a negative, dramatic person, and im cynical...
But I have it good. As much as life sucks, as much pain i feel myself and absorb from others... it is good.
I realized this while driving through shitty traffic on the northside the other night. I was getting all mad, and I thought, "wow, if my biggest problem of the day is driving in my own car, in one of the biggest cities in the country, with four working limbs... i really can't complain."
this hardly means im gonna turn into a ball of sunshine anytime soon.
but... i do appreciate my life. even when things get unbearable.
even though a lot of people in my life don't give a shit, i know some do, and that helps.
john and i had a strange conversation.... are we moving on? i don't know. I never thought it would come to this, so I dont know how to think of it...
But I have it good. As much as life sucks, as much pain i feel myself and absorb from others... it is good.
I realized this while driving through shitty traffic on the northside the other night. I was getting all mad, and I thought, "wow, if my biggest problem of the day is driving in my own car, in one of the biggest cities in the country, with four working limbs... i really can't complain."
this hardly means im gonna turn into a ball of sunshine anytime soon.
but... i do appreciate my life. even when things get unbearable.
even though a lot of people in my life don't give a shit, i know some do, and that helps.
john and i had a strange conversation.... are we moving on? i don't know. I never thought it would come to this, so I dont know how to think of it...