My Slave YAOI chapter 26
at school close to end of the day monday
Hankyung"s pov
Walking to the classroom door with Sungmin beside me, I had to admit I was nervous. But, I had Sungmin, so I'm not alone. Yes cute, petite Sungmin. Looking over to him, I had to smile, he's so girly. His blonde hair and pink lips has gotten my attention lately. He's a nice guy, he's been there for me since my bestfriend Jaejoong had moved away. We have gotten close, Sungmin and I. I think that I'm starting to like him for more than a friend. The more I'm with him the more I forget about my secret love Kim Jaejoong. My little Joong Bug. That little fool, he never knew that I knew that he liked me, and he never knew that I liked him. Friends, thats all we ever where. If I ever thought of moving it futher, something stopped me, now I know it was someone, and not something, it was Sungmin. Sungmin has been beside me, and I'v started to see him more and more lately. We both have been invited to stay with Sungmin's Uncle Sungmin the lawyer, so we will be living together, maybe I can forget about Jae. I know that Sungmin likes me, but I can't say that I'm at the same level as him yet. But with time, I could...Reaching out my hand to Sungmin's, "Are we ready to go in?" I asked and he nodded, smiling at me shyly. Opening the door, we walk over to the teachers desk, and we introduced ourselves, bowing to her. Clapping her hands she got the classes attention,"Class, we have two new students. Hankyung and Sungmin, please be friends with them." While the teacher told everyone our names, I spotted a guy in the back of the classroom in the corner. My eyebrows lifting, and a smile came to my mouth. Jaejoong! He's here! He sees me and smile and waves his hand. As I watch him, theres something different about him, I can't put my finger on it, yet. Then I see the guy sitting beside Jaejoong, and my smile faded. He's glaring at me with narrowed eyes. He moves his hand to Jae's thigh and smiles a little at me, as if marking his territory. Jae looks at him and smiles, leaning in, he kisses him on the lips. I knew then, Jae is in love. He never looked at me that way. This was way stronger that what he felt for me. I felt a little sad but if Jae was happy, thats all that mattered to me. What a good friend I am! Taking Sungmin by the hand, we go to our desk, two desk in front of Jaejoong and his boyfriend.
Finally the school day has ended and I stand up quick. Then I hear "Hankyung!" I knew before I even looked who cried out my name. Turning I see him running up to me. His face held a wide grin and his eyes where sparkling, he hugged my neck and I put my arms around his tiny waist. Lifting him up off the floor I twirled him around three times before setting him back down. A big grin on my face, I kissed his right cheek, then his left cheek, then his right cheek again. Lifting my head, I grinned mischievously at him. Jae started shaking his head no, he knew what I was going to do, I did it to him all the time. I cupped his face in my hands and pressed my lips to his for a few brief seconds. Raising my head, "Hankyung, you know I don't like it when you do that!" Jae pouted as he slapped me on the chest. We had forgotten everyone in seeing each other again. Leaning my head to the side, "I know, it's been so long, that I had to do it." Sticking out my lower lip at him,"Forgive me, Joong Bug?" I watched as he grinned and lifted his hand to my hair, running his fingers through it. "You know I do. I do all the time, Hannie Pooh." Then I remembered," Ummm....Joongie Bug, why in the name of all that is great did you dye your beautiful platinum blonde hair black. I almost didn't recongnize you, sitting there." Jae lifted his hand to his hair, letting a strand twirl around his slender finger, and pouted at me again. "What, you don't like it? Does it not look good on me?" Signing,"I don't know Joong Bug," teasing him, "It looks all goth and your to pure for the goth look." Seeing his blush, I laughed, "Oh, Joongie Bug, your still to easy to tease. I love your hair. It looks great on you!" Smiling once again, Jae turned to Sungmin. "Sungminnie, your still as cute as ever. Have you stolen anyone heart yet?" Sungmin blushed and shook his head no, quickly glancing at me. I felt my heart speed up, then the guy who sits next to Jae walked up to us,"Jae, lets go."Jae nodded to him, "Just a minute ok, Yunho." Jae turned back to me, "I have to go, but I'll see you tommorrow, ok." I didn't know what kind of hold this Yunho had on Jae, but I could see Jae loves him alot. If I do anything, I knew I had to tell him my feelings, even though he now doesn't feel the same. I was ready for his rejection now. I was strong as long as Sungmin was beside of me. I leaned in again and kissed him on the lips, surprising him. "Jae, I like you, I know you don't like me anymore and I'm ok with that." I whispered to him, shocking him even more. Jae frowned and backed up from me. He looks me in the eyes, "Hankyung, have you ever looked behind you?" What was he saying? Jae smiled it was like he could read my mind. "I already have someone in my heart, but you....you need to look at whos behind you more closely." Then Jae turned and left with Yunho. I turned and saw Sungmin, his eyes filled with tears and his pink lips trembling. I reached out my hand to him, "Sungminnie?" He shook his head, grabbing his bag he ran from the classroom. Watching him as he left, I felt guilty. Somehow, I knew this was going to happen. That I would in some way hurt Sungmin. Now my mind was filled with the blonde haired boy, and not the black haired one. Did I like him? Did I want to be with Sungmin and not Jaejoong? Seeing Jae today was not the same, I didn't feel the same about him. I thought I did, but now I know, I don't.
Realization dawned...the one I liked just heard me tell another that I like him. It was bad to hurt the one you liked, even worse when you just found out how much you liked that person. Will Sungmin be able to get over me telling Jae that I liked him? Is there still a chance for me with him? Grabbing my bag I ran after Sungmin, I came outside only to stumble to a stop. Sungmin was in the arms of another guy, kissing. It was Yunho, and Jae is looking at him like he could kill him. Jae sees me standing still watching Sungmin and Yunho, and smiles as he walks over to me. I could see hurt and the need for revenge in his eyes. Oh no, whats he up to? Just as the question crossed my mind, Jae's lips where on mine, his tounge pushing into my mouth. Another time I would have been happy, but now, I'm just upset. Sungmin was kissing someone that wasn't me. All I could think of was Sungmin, even though Jae was kissing me.Lifting my hands to his shoulders, I pushed him back, breaking contact with him. " Jae what's going on? Why is Yunho kissing Sungmin like that?" I feel the need to walk over and tear them apart. Yunho steps back and I see Sungmin touch his lips with shaking fingers. Then he turns and sees me, Sungmin turns and walks off quickly. "Jae, tell me, whats going on here?" I was getting angry, the look on Sungmins face from the shock of the kiss, I knew it had been his first kiss. I wanted to pound Yunho to a pulp. My anger rising, I look at Jae. Jae signs "I'm sorry, Hankyung. Yunho just got jealous and wanted to get back at me. He was very angry from you kissing me. I told him it was just a friendly kiss that we do it all the time, but he wouldn't listen to me. He wouldn't beleive me when I told him we are just friends...Hankyung I love him. I don't want him jealous of you. What am I going to do?" Jae asked me. "Well, you could just tell him I love you." I told him. "It's not as simple as that. Yunho and I don't have a ordinary relationship. On my second week here, I tripped and spilled my lunch on him and a very expensive comic book. I agreed to be his slave to pay for the book. A sex slave, until he tires of me." Jae signes as he looks over to Yunho who is talking to Yoochun and Kangin. "I don't regret doing this, but I fell for him hard. I don't know what I'm going to do when he doesn't want me anymore." Jae tells me. Seeing his sad face, I wanted to protect my friend from heartache. "The only thing you can do is tell him. He might feel the same way about you, and if not, I'm always here for you. You are still my bestfriend. But for now, I have my own love life to figure out, with Sungmin. I know your right. I just never had seen him in that way, until today. I think he thinks of me that way. I'v hurt him and want to make it up to him. So, I'm off to find my Sungminnie!" Waving I left Jae. Jae was laughing as headed for Yunho.
at school near the end of the day monday
Sungmin's Pov
Standing beside Hankyung, I couldn't believe he agreed to come with me, and to live in the same house. Maybe, somehow, I could get him to forget about Kim Jaejoong. Signing, I know I'm not Jae, and not as pretty as Jae, but...one could only dream, right." Hankyung takes my hand, we hold hands more now, I try not to read anything into it. It's just two friends holding hands. That's what I tell myself, when the tingles run up my arms. "Are we ready to go in?" I nodd my head and we go in the classroom, together. The teacher is nice and the introductions are done with quickly. I look around the classroom. One person caught my attention. One person made all my dreams go up like smoke, vanshing in the air. I see Jae and Hankyung smiling and looking at each other. I will not get in the middle of them, Hankyung has liked him for far to long. as I decided this, I see something promising. The guy next to Jaejoong, he is sending Hankyung evil looks. Jae looks at him and the smile is one I have never seen on him before. I see this guys hand move to Jae's thigh, and Jae smiles shyly up to him. Then I see something that makes my heart skip a beat, Jae kissing this guy. I felt lighter, like now theres hope that hasn't really been there before. We sit in our seats, I'm by the window and Hankyung in the asile seat. Sitting in class, I tried to think of ways to get Hankyung to notice me as someone more that a friend. I dream of him, but I know that reaility would make all my drams pale in comparision. He never sees me, the real person with the hidden feelings. I'v come to hide my true feelings so well, to fool him so well, he is never the wiser about me. But, here lately, I thought we had been getting closer than ever before. Sience Jae has been gone he comes to me. Does he know how long I'v waited for him to come to me? Does he know how I long for the looks he gives Jaejoong? For the way he always held Jae by the waist while we where walking, does he know how much I want that? I hide my true self never ever letting him see. I lift my hand and brush back the hair falling into my eyes.Maybe nows the time to show him how I feel. Let him see my true feeling for him. The only thing is....well, he can only say no, right. Well, the no is not the reason of why I'v been holding back.But now, signing, I looked over my shoulder, Jae...he will be what comes in between me confessing to Hankyung. Jae and I have never been that close and he doesn't know that I like Hankyung either, why would I tell my compition. We both are friends with Hankyung, but Jae has always been the closer friend. How jealous I am of that friendship. They tell each other everything, and I mean everything. So deep in thought, I didn't notice that school had ended until I hear Jae call out Hankyungs name. Slowly rising from my seat, I watch as Jae and Hankyung embrace, I wonder if he'll...yep, he just did. Hankyung spun Jae around three times, making him giggle out, them Hankyung kissed him on the cheeks three time then on the lips. He always does that. Ever since I've know then they have been closer than blood brothers. I see Jae pout and knew this was a part of thier little game. The hugging, the kissing, the pouting, then Jae forgiving Hankyung was all part of thier routine. Jae acts like he doesn't like it, but he loves it, and I always feel jealous when they greet each other that way. It never fails to make me feel like I'm not there, like I'm not impotant to him, not like Jae is. Even now they have forgotten everyone else, except themselves. I stand at the back of Hankyung as they talk about jae's hair. I had noticed it right away. And honestly, I have to say it looks good on him. The black only made him more beautiful. I gaze around the classroom and see everyone gathered around the desk where Jae sits. They where talking to Jaes boyfriend, looking and shaking thier heads at him. The guy gets up and makes his way over to Jae, and he is not one bit happy about what he is seeing. He looked liked he wanted to rip Hankyungs head off and spit down his throat. He stood there beside Jae, but Jae didn't see him or even notice his prescense. "Jae, lets go." It was a command and thats all it took for Jae. It was like he was putty in this guys hands. "One minute ok, Yunho." Yunho didn't seem happy, but he waited with a growing frown on his face as Jae hugged Hankyung again. Then I heard,"I like you Jae." No one else heard, but I was close enough to hear. Oh, how I hated that Kim Jaejoong! I was frozen, to numb with grief to move. My hands curled into fist and I felt the hot tears glaze my eyes, my lips trembling. Then Jae, "Hankyung, have you ever looked behind you. I already have someone in my heart but you.... you need to look at whos behind you closer." Hankyung turned to me, I see the look on his face. The I'm sorry, I don't like you that way look. I didn't want to hear it, so I took my bag and rushed out of the room. Going down the hall, I see Jae and Yunho arguing as they go outside. Jae stops and they are fighting freely now, yelling at each other. Jealousy, thats what it is, and its written all over Yunhos face. Walking past them, I feel my arm being grabbed and myself pulled into a tight embrace. Then I feel lips on mine, brusing, devouring, and his tounge coming into my mouth. All my sences have taken leave and I just stand there in the others arms, my heart beating hard...Then he lifts his head. It was Yunho! He watched me as I lifted my fingers to my swollen lips. He leans in next to me, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that." I looked at him, my voice small, "That was my first kiss." I turned and saw Jaejoong and Hankyung talking. Feeling my throat clog up, I walked off quickly, trying to get away from them all, to just go home and forget about this horrible day. To forget my love for Hankyung.