confussion
My head is kind of filled with a lot of stuff right now. On one hand, I'm sick and I need to get better.. like.. now. Then there's this sick feeling in the bottom of my soul, and that has to do with this feeling of being betrayed and lied to.
See, I got involved with a man two years ago, over two years actually. I knew he loved attention, and I knew he had some questionable friends. Now this one girl that he went to high school with has come back into his life, and she's getting him to move to Cali. She doesn't seem to care that he has a girlfriend, or that he has a daughter. all that matters is that she wants to dig her talons into him. I don't know what he's been telling her, but I'm starting to feel like I can't trust him, I just get this feeling like he's going behind my back and leading her on.
It sucks, and I'm sick.... and I don't have the ability to deal with this emotional crap at this moment in time.
I'll write more later... but now it's time to take my medicine and take a nap.
See, I got involved with a man two years ago, over two years actually. I knew he loved attention, and I knew he had some questionable friends. Now this one girl that he went to high school with has come back into his life, and she's getting him to move to Cali. She doesn't seem to care that he has a girlfriend, or that he has a daughter. all that matters is that she wants to dig her talons into him. I don't know what he's been telling her, but I'm starting to feel like I can't trust him, I just get this feeling like he's going behind my back and leading her on.
It sucks, and I'm sick.... and I don't have the ability to deal with this emotional crap at this moment in time.
I'll write more later... but now it's time to take my medicine and take a nap.