No sleep
Well I haven't slept in a while (actually sleeping) so this posting may be very distorted and somewhat random but I think I only have one avid reader so it really doesn't matter. And as a warning, there will be an emo rant but it's not my fault, it was induced by a nameless individual (and surprisingly enough it isn't one of the boys trying to be girls).
Excitement. I called someones bluff this past weekend and my sister and I stalked the shit out of them around the mall. Perhaps I should rephrase that for legal purposes. I stalked them with avid success and my sister followed in awe lol it was hilarious beyond belief. We had a nice conversation I suppose, as nice as could be expected given the circumstances. I think my pressence alone made the person highly uncomfortable and the fact that my sissy was flourishing and endulging in the dragging and paranoia probably did not help.
Talking to all my friends again just not on personal basis because it is a lot better of relationships when they dun find out my drama and I am not burdened by theirs. It means I am excluded from a lot of activities but that is okay. I dun have fucking time for the most part lol. I should be getting a job soon but eh I am really in no rush because I have friends coming into town for the next 3 weeks and will likely be going to New Brunswick mid july to mid aug so no time.
I have recently sat down in a sober state of mind and had a chat with Stu...T-Bay's all time gay sloot lol And if he were to read that I am sure he would just laugh it off cuz I call him it a lot but now Purse seems to have replaced that (a story for another day). ANyways, it is amazing the partial truths that come together when he and I sit down and talk. We tend to get separate pieces of personal stories and then put together full stories. Good Example, So Josh may have bow chicka bow bow with Cory because of Alex's introduction...well hopefully when and if the moving in together goes through, they will all me happy LOL. *devious look* At the same time, I also lose a lot of respect for gay society because everyone is pretty much sleeping with one another and someone does not seem desireable unless they can win them off another person.
The nameless person is horrible for this. It bothers me on so many levels the information that was shared. Why the hell do fags sleep with girls even though they are flambointly gay and like to take it up the ass! God damn that bothers me. Yeah you can claim bisexual for the most part but if yer a homo is completely obvious. For fucks sake. Emo's need to realize that being whores is not a good thing. Yeah I can respect personal idealisms towards manogamy sex etc but fuck Getting wasted fucking some person and then having the gull to ask the person out is disgusting. Needless to say, I have reached perhaps a violent state with my ex friend (Sam you know who that should be so the name is irrelevant)
So I have some steady plans this weekend. Have a birthday supper with a fancy decor and some light drinking, I have X3 which should be orgasmic and then drinking till I fall down. Hurrah.
Rudy is an interesting one lol she and I had quite the intensive and elaborate conversation the other day at seattle. Should be interesting to see where the future lies.
Pretty much all my news and what not so now i think i am going to go lay in the sun. Get laid in the sun TEE HEE lol
l8erZ
Excitement. I called someones bluff this past weekend and my sister and I stalked the shit out of them around the mall. Perhaps I should rephrase that for legal purposes. I stalked them with avid success and my sister followed in awe lol it was hilarious beyond belief. We had a nice conversation I suppose, as nice as could be expected given the circumstances. I think my pressence alone made the person highly uncomfortable and the fact that my sissy was flourishing and endulging in the dragging and paranoia probably did not help.
Talking to all my friends again just not on personal basis because it is a lot better of relationships when they dun find out my drama and I am not burdened by theirs. It means I am excluded from a lot of activities but that is okay. I dun have fucking time for the most part lol. I should be getting a job soon but eh I am really in no rush because I have friends coming into town for the next 3 weeks and will likely be going to New Brunswick mid july to mid aug so no time.
I have recently sat down in a sober state of mind and had a chat with Stu...T-Bay's all time gay sloot lol And if he were to read that I am sure he would just laugh it off cuz I call him it a lot but now Purse seems to have replaced that (a story for another day). ANyways, it is amazing the partial truths that come together when he and I sit down and talk. We tend to get separate pieces of personal stories and then put together full stories. Good Example, So Josh may have bow chicka bow bow with Cory because of Alex's introduction...well hopefully when and if the moving in together goes through, they will all me happy LOL. *devious look* At the same time, I also lose a lot of respect for gay society because everyone is pretty much sleeping with one another and someone does not seem desireable unless they can win them off another person.
The nameless person is horrible for this. It bothers me on so many levels the information that was shared. Why the hell do fags sleep with girls even though they are flambointly gay and like to take it up the ass! God damn that bothers me. Yeah you can claim bisexual for the most part but if yer a homo is completely obvious. For fucks sake. Emo's need to realize that being whores is not a good thing. Yeah I can respect personal idealisms towards manogamy sex etc but fuck Getting wasted fucking some person and then having the gull to ask the person out is disgusting. Needless to say, I have reached perhaps a violent state with my ex friend (Sam you know who that should be so the name is irrelevant)
So I have some steady plans this weekend. Have a birthday supper with a fancy decor and some light drinking, I have X3 which should be orgasmic and then drinking till I fall down. Hurrah.
Rudy is an interesting one lol she and I had quite the intensive and elaborate conversation the other day at seattle. Should be interesting to see where the future lies.
Pretty much all my news and what not so now i think i am going to go lay in the sun. Get laid in the sun TEE HEE lol
l8erZ