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Yeah, yeah, shutup, three times in one night, ZOMG!
So this is a crosspost from my MySpace. Some of it's about my MySpace, too, so deal with it.
So, I updated the entire thing. Blog, friends, info. Even played around with that damn drawing thing with my tablet. I added stuff that I had removed before. I deleted people I never knew/forgot why I added them/had their profiles removed.
I'm done with the lies and the hiding. This is me. You don't like it? Can't accept it? Fuck you. I don't need people who don't care about me - the real me. There's probably a reason I never blurted all this stuff out before. But now? I don't give a shit. I'm sick of lying every damn day of my life. It's over. As the song goes, it's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new life for me.
From here on out, if you want me in your life, you have to make an effort, because I can't keep up with those I don't hear from. I can't plan my friendships around everyone's schedules when I don't know them. You people have to remember - I don't have a fucking car. I barely have a fucking phone. Don't rag on me because I don't call or visit, because you damn well know my situation. And if you don't, take a look around this blog or my LJ. If the picture isn't clear then... something's probably wrong on your end.
I can't tell you how many of my "friends" have said they've written me off because they haven't heard from me. A) I wasn't at home for 8 months. B) My cell got cut off in September. C) The phone line at home was off for a good 3 months. D) I quit calling people after I always called at 'inconvenient' times. E) You people don't call me either. F) When our home phone is on, it's almost always tied up by either my brother or myself. I'm not saying the blame is all on you guys. I'm not saying it's all on me, either. So no finger-pointing. But this is how it's gonna be. This is what I have to make clear to everyone, because apparently beating it into everyone's heads isn't enough.
Don't ask me why we spend all our time on the phone. If you lived in our house, you probably would too. It's our only connection to a world outside the walls of our house. Don't tell us what we need to do, because we know. But our resources are limited. We can't shit a family vehicle or the money to go places or cable internet so the damn phone can be free.
On an unrelated note... my girl Jordin Sparks won AI! And I absolutely love the song she won with. LOVE LOVE LOVE ♥ LOVE.
Aaaaannnnndddd congratulations to the class of 2007, in case yall missed my writing it on my drawing dealio.
Now that I'm done venting and updating... I'm gone.
X's & O's,
Steph
So this is a crosspost from my MySpace. Some of it's about my MySpace, too, so deal with it.
So, I updated the entire thing. Blog, friends, info. Even played around with that damn drawing thing with my tablet. I added stuff that I had removed before. I deleted people I never knew/forgot why I added them/had their profiles removed.
I'm done with the lies and the hiding. This is me. You don't like it? Can't accept it? Fuck you. I don't need people who don't care about me - the real me. There's probably a reason I never blurted all this stuff out before. But now? I don't give a shit. I'm sick of lying every damn day of my life. It's over. As the song goes, it's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new life for me.
From here on out, if you want me in your life, you have to make an effort, because I can't keep up with those I don't hear from. I can't plan my friendships around everyone's schedules when I don't know them. You people have to remember - I don't have a fucking car. I barely have a fucking phone. Don't rag on me because I don't call or visit, because you damn well know my situation. And if you don't, take a look around this blog or my LJ. If the picture isn't clear then... something's probably wrong on your end.
I can't tell you how many of my "friends" have said they've written me off because they haven't heard from me. A) I wasn't at home for 8 months. B) My cell got cut off in September. C) The phone line at home was off for a good 3 months. D) I quit calling people after I always called at 'inconvenient' times. E) You people don't call me either. F) When our home phone is on, it's almost always tied up by either my brother or myself. I'm not saying the blame is all on you guys. I'm not saying it's all on me, either. So no finger-pointing. But this is how it's gonna be. This is what I have to make clear to everyone, because apparently beating it into everyone's heads isn't enough.
Don't ask me why we spend all our time on the phone. If you lived in our house, you probably would too. It's our only connection to a world outside the walls of our house. Don't tell us what we need to do, because we know. But our resources are limited. We can't shit a family vehicle or the money to go places or cable internet so the damn phone can be free.
On an unrelated note... my girl Jordin Sparks won AI! And I absolutely love the song she won with. LOVE LOVE LOVE ♥ LOVE.
Aaaaannnnndddd congratulations to the class of 2007, in case yall missed my writing it on my drawing dealio.
Now that I'm done venting and updating... I'm gone.
X's & O's,
Steph