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so tonight was weird on so many levels
after a stern drunken talking to, I'm now supposed to be myself
ahhh academic environments are so more me
I really want to set up my fishtank with Primadona and Zippo - I'm so scared they will die too
but like, the water is in Sarah's car and it's three am and I'm sobering up
though I was never drunk
I wish I hadn't been so fucking nostaligic tonight
and KATEFUCKINGLINDSAY
YOU DID NOT CALL ME AND TELL ME YOU LOVED ME
I AM SO HURT RIGHT NOW
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I'm more hurt that I'm not with Sarah right now
god
this sucks
I was like so upset when we got back here
this is a night, like everynight, where I need to be with her
I didn't even get to tell her about the email jake sent me
he called me a douche.... great huh?
yeah he called me a couple other things too
I just wanted to tell her
how much better for me she is
but she'll never know now cos she's sleeping
and we're sleeping alone
goodnight world
until english comp tomorrow!
after a stern drunken talking to, I'm now supposed to be myself
ahhh academic environments are so more me
I really want to set up my fishtank with Primadona and Zippo - I'm so scared they will die too
but like, the water is in Sarah's car and it's three am and I'm sobering up
though I was never drunk
I wish I hadn't been so fucking nostaligic tonight
and KATEFUCKINGLINDSAY
YOU DID NOT CALL ME AND TELL ME YOU LOVED ME
I AM SO HURT RIGHT NOW
---
I'm more hurt that I'm not with Sarah right now
god
this sucks
I was like so upset when we got back here
this is a night, like everynight, where I need to be with her
I didn't even get to tell her about the email jake sent me
he called me a douche.... great huh?
yeah he called me a couple other things too
I just wanted to tell her
how much better for me she is
but she'll never know now cos she's sleeping
and we're sleeping alone
goodnight world
until english comp tomorrow!