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pps- of course I wanted to go
and I wanted you to be all over me
so your friends wouldn't be asking why I wasn't there
but even when I do go these places, I feel so left out
and it was just too risky
it was only 10 days ago you told me you couldn't be with me.
it was only 10 days ago when I felt I could actually belong there
and you took that away
you took yourself away from me
and I don't trust it and don't trust your words
because you have no idea the effect of certain things you say.
and I wanted you to be all over me
so your friends wouldn't be asking why I wasn't there
but even when I do go these places, I feel so left out
and it was just too risky
it was only 10 days ago you told me you couldn't be with me.
it was only 10 days ago when I felt I could actually belong there
and you took that away
you took yourself away from me
and I don't trust it and don't trust your words
because you have no idea the effect of certain things you say.