wishing on a porn star
going to physical therapy now to help with my back. it still sucks. and hurts worse after therapy but that's to be expected.
been spending alot more time online lately. which means i am retreating from hanging out with people...something i think may be sort of a bad thing. i totally blew off gabe. told him i'd call him and then didn't. i feel bad.
tonight i talked to guys online who told me i was pretty and it made me feel better for a few minutes.
soworried i promised myself i would never stress over shit like this because its a big waste of fucking life
i lost it.
been spending alot more time online lately. which means i am retreating from hanging out with people...something i think may be sort of a bad thing. i totally blew off gabe. told him i'd call him and then didn't. i feel bad.
tonight i talked to guys online who told me i was pretty and it made me feel better for a few minutes.
soworried i promised myself i would never stress over shit like this because its a big waste of fucking life
i lost it.