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Some days, I truly question the intelligence of people. I'm still pissed off, though incredibly glad no lasting damage occurred as a result. And spineless people irritate me too. I wanted to hear some justification so I could at least try to rationalize certain behaviors, but alas, I clearly expected too much. It made about as much sense as hiring a duck to be mayor.
Damn it, if you're going to be evil, do it right or don't bother, because you'll wind up looking like a complete fucktard.
I had a minor breakdown, flashing back to a very bad time last year. I was insulted that David didn't remember, but he explained afterwards it 'didn't count' in his head with a 'pshaw' and hug. Couldn't really tell if he meant it or if he was just trying to be nice and alleviate my distress. Doesn't really matter in the end, I suppose, because he was apologetic about forgetting the situation. I love the man dearly, though. The fact that I burst into hysterical tears, though, indicates that I'm not as over the situation as I'd like to think I am. The shame that fills me whenever I think of those months and my actions just...it's overwhelming, frankly. Not entirely sure how I'm supposed to process that time, and maybe this means I'm not as emotionally intelligent as I thought.
But incompetent people attempting subtle subversiveness is both annoying as all out shit and pathetic.
Whatever. I know who I like and who I trust, and all others are inconsequential. Moving along, I'm stressed out of my mind and procrastinating like it's my goal in life. Sad and pathetic in and of itself, I wager.
Stolen from terremotia. Bolded the ones that actually apply to me.
You know you went to Exeter if...
1) You know what "EP" stands for
2) You know how far open the door has to be during "V's"
3) You hate smurfs
4) You made prank calls on Saturday nights for fun
5) The letters "PG" have more significance than a movie rating
6) You dicked assembly
7) You had tea at Ty's house
8) You were excited when you got a sprite bottle full of vodka
9) You studied in one hell of a beautiful library
10) You know what "stricts" entails
11) You went to the best highschool in America
12) You say Exeter/Andover, not Andover/Exeter
13) You definitely didn't graduate with an 11.0
13) Your internet shut off at 11pm on weekdays and 1am on Saturday
14) Instant messenger was the dominant form of socializing
15) You realize that Exeter water polo and swimming are the two most dominant prep school sports team in New England history...(sorry, had to throw that one in there...)
16) You hated Saturday classes...
17) but you loved Wednesday half days
18) You know that Middlebury doesn't have the rights to the name, "The Grille"
19) You know what prep, lower, and upper mean
20) You had to wear coat and tie everyday to class
21) You hated the way they taught math
22) You didn't enjoy writing your RAL nor your 333
23) You still miss A,U, Med sleep in
24) You deeply dreaded going to a Harkness discussion without having read
25) You really, strongly, unbearably dislike Andover
26) You went to the climate symphony assembly
27) You knew Dan Brown before the rest of the world
28) You feel like a failure for not going to an ivy league school
29) You still don't know exactly what a "Griffin" is
30) You faked an "out of town"
31) "The Cage" isn't a place where you keep wild animals
32) You actually know Mark Zuckerberg
33) PO was a popular hangout, at least for a few minutes
35) You were at times a "harkness warrior"
36) Principal's day was the shiiit
37) You risked getting put up on DC and jumped off the bridge
38) You had at least five friends kicked out senior spring
39) You know the words to "pot hole"
40) Although you said you couldn't wait to get out, a part of you still wants to go back...
Oh, Exeter. How we love you.
Damn it, if you're going to be evil, do it right or don't bother, because you'll wind up looking like a complete fucktard.
I had a minor breakdown, flashing back to a very bad time last year. I was insulted that David didn't remember, but he explained afterwards it 'didn't count' in his head with a 'pshaw' and hug. Couldn't really tell if he meant it or if he was just trying to be nice and alleviate my distress. Doesn't really matter in the end, I suppose, because he was apologetic about forgetting the situation. I love the man dearly, though. The fact that I burst into hysterical tears, though, indicates that I'm not as over the situation as I'd like to think I am. The shame that fills me whenever I think of those months and my actions just...it's overwhelming, frankly. Not entirely sure how I'm supposed to process that time, and maybe this means I'm not as emotionally intelligent as I thought.
But incompetent people attempting subtle subversiveness is both annoying as all out shit and pathetic.
Whatever. I know who I like and who I trust, and all others are inconsequential. Moving along, I'm stressed out of my mind and procrastinating like it's my goal in life. Sad and pathetic in and of itself, I wager.
Stolen from terremotia. Bolded the ones that actually apply to me.
You know you went to Exeter if...
1) You know what "EP" stands for
2) You know how far open the door has to be during "V's"
3) You hate smurfs
4) You made prank calls on Saturday nights for fun
5) The letters "PG" have more significance than a movie rating
6) You dicked assembly
7) You had tea at Ty's house
8) You were excited when you got a sprite bottle full of vodka
9) You studied in one hell of a beautiful library
10) You know what "stricts" entails
11) You went to the best highschool in America
12) You say Exeter/Andover, not Andover/Exeter
13) You definitely didn't graduate with an 11.0
13) Your internet shut off at 11pm on weekdays and 1am on Saturday
14) Instant messenger was the dominant form of socializing
15) You realize that Exeter water polo and swimming are the two most dominant prep school sports team in New England history...(sorry, had to throw that one in there...)
16) You hated Saturday classes...
17) but you loved Wednesday half days
18) You know that Middlebury doesn't have the rights to the name, "The Grille"
19) You know what prep, lower, and upper mean
20) You had to wear coat and tie everyday to class
21) You hated the way they taught math
22) You didn't enjoy writing your RAL nor your 333
23) You still miss A,U, Med sleep in
24) You deeply dreaded going to a Harkness discussion without having read
25) You really, strongly, unbearably dislike Andover
26) You went to the climate symphony assembly
27) You knew Dan Brown before the rest of the world
28) You feel like a failure for not going to an ivy league school
29) You still don't know exactly what a "Griffin" is
30) You faked an "out of town"
31) "The Cage" isn't a place where you keep wild animals
32) You actually know Mark Zuckerberg
33) PO was a popular hangout, at least for a few minutes
35) You were at times a "harkness warrior"
36) Principal's day was the shiiit
37) You risked getting put up on DC and jumped off the bridge
38) You had at least five friends kicked out senior spring
39) You know the words to "pot hole"
40) Although you said you couldn't wait to get out, a part of you still wants to go back...
Oh, Exeter. How we love you.