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I am too tired. Has it really only been the first week of classes?
I was let out of Digital Tools early so I went to go buy my textbooks. Swiped the credit card, and was irritated at the high price of books I will certainly not cherish. Bah. Then I went to Shakespeare & Co. for my other textbooks. Swiped the credit card, and was declined.
Instigate panic mode.
I left the store in a miserable mood, because tiny things like that screw up my daily rhythm. Though I guess not being able to buy textbooks for two of my four classes is a shock to the system. Bah. Again with the bad-adjustment a full year later.
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I really am socially inappropriate. I don't mean to be, I really, really don't, but sometimes I say things, realize I sound funny/strange, and try to fix them, only to make a deeper hole of embarrassment for myself. Some days, I hate being me.
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I'm not sure I want to be in NYC post-graduation. It's just...so expensive. But anywhere else I'll need to learn how to drive and actually buy a damn car. I would love to relocate to a tiny hut in New Hampshire because the seasons are gorgeous there. I actually have narrowed down my United States options to New England and the South. New England because I'm familiar with it and love it, the South because it's likely to be different than anything I'm used to.
It would kick ass to be a Greek GA for a SEC school. Mindblowing and culture shock, yes, but very much a learning experience.
I was let out of Digital Tools early so I went to go buy my textbooks. Swiped the credit card, and was irritated at the high price of books I will certainly not cherish. Bah. Then I went to Shakespeare & Co. for my other textbooks. Swiped the credit card, and was declined.
Instigate panic mode.
I left the store in a miserable mood, because tiny things like that screw up my daily rhythm. Though I guess not being able to buy textbooks for two of my four classes is a shock to the system. Bah. Again with the bad-adjustment a full year later.
~~~
I really am socially inappropriate. I don't mean to be, I really, really don't, but sometimes I say things, realize I sound funny/strange, and try to fix them, only to make a deeper hole of embarrassment for myself. Some days, I hate being me.
~~~
I'm not sure I want to be in NYC post-graduation. It's just...so expensive. But anywhere else I'll need to learn how to drive and actually buy a damn car. I would love to relocate to a tiny hut in New Hampshire because the seasons are gorgeous there. I actually have narrowed down my United States options to New England and the South. New England because I'm familiar with it and love it, the South because it's likely to be different than anything I'm used to.
It would kick ass to be a Greek GA for a SEC school. Mindblowing and culture shock, yes, but very much a learning experience.