time moves on, but the show goes on...
and another band is gone, this time I actually cried.
Cobra Starship is officially gone, they hadn't put anything out or toured in a few years, but those assholes had a special place in my heart still. I didn't cry for FOB's hiatus, or MCR, or the Panic! split. Oh, I was *upset*, no doubt about that, but I didn't actually break down in tears...this one, though? This gets to me worse than any of the others, and I can't even say for sure WHY. Bandom in general brought me out of my shell in ways that *nothing* else ever has or did. I went places alone! I met people I only knew through the computer, to be wacky and silly and do things I never had, in ways not even my pony collecting got me doing. I guess even though I actually *have* a ticket to a Bandom show next month, it feels like an end to bandom even more than when icecreamhdaches shut down, or MCR broke up, or any of that. Cobra Starship I've actually *met*, they remembered me from one show to another(for my custom pony, but still, they remembered it), I guess that's why it hit me harder?
Cobra Starship is officially gone, they hadn't put anything out or toured in a few years, but those assholes had a special place in my heart still. I didn't cry for FOB's hiatus, or MCR, or the Panic! split. Oh, I was *upset*, no doubt about that, but I didn't actually break down in tears...this one, though? This gets to me worse than any of the others, and I can't even say for sure WHY. Bandom in general brought me out of my shell in ways that *nothing* else ever has or did. I went places alone! I met people I only knew through the computer, to be wacky and silly and do things I never had, in ways not even my pony collecting got me doing. I guess even though I actually *have* a ticket to a Bandom show next month, it feels like an end to bandom even more than when icecreamhdaches shut down, or MCR broke up, or any of that. Cobra Starship I've actually *met*, they remembered me from one show to another(for my custom pony, but still, they remembered it), I guess that's why it hit me harder?