confused, bothered,concerned but moving forward
what the hell is wrong with boys today??
one little thing sets them off.
i don't know. i don't have time to bother with it.
im not gonna lie, it bothers me, but i just have other things to do right now.
when he's ready to talk to me, let him talk to me.
but yeah, im not changing the way i am because of it. and honestly, it's not going to change how i think of him.
im not letting what happen last time happen again.
so yeah, i just let him come back to me on his own terms. if that takes a month, 6 months a year or never does.
well so be it.
i don't want to lose a friend, but if it's over something this minimal [at least to me it is] then i think it's really sad.
i guess we really weren't that strong of friends in the first place.
i hope it doesn't come to it.
i mean i enjoy being his friend, but if it came down to it....
so be it.
i just have to press on and deal with the other things that are in my life.
i just don't want this to affect the friendship i have with Quang.
i really hope it doesn't.
i know those two are always together....so i may not see Quang either.
i'll be sad to lose him as a friend too over this.
well we'll see i guess.
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so weird.
but i do apologize. that's for sure.
one little thing sets them off.
i don't know. i don't have time to bother with it.
im not gonna lie, it bothers me, but i just have other things to do right now.
when he's ready to talk to me, let him talk to me.
but yeah, im not changing the way i am because of it. and honestly, it's not going to change how i think of him.
im not letting what happen last time happen again.
so yeah, i just let him come back to me on his own terms. if that takes a month, 6 months a year or never does.
well so be it.
i don't want to lose a friend, but if it's over something this minimal [at least to me it is] then i think it's really sad.
i guess we really weren't that strong of friends in the first place.
i hope it doesn't come to it.
i mean i enjoy being his friend, but if it came down to it....
so be it.
i just have to press on and deal with the other things that are in my life.
i just don't want this to affect the friendship i have with Quang.
i really hope it doesn't.
i know those two are always together....so i may not see Quang either.
i'll be sad to lose him as a friend too over this.
well we'll see i guess.
=/
so weird.
but i do apologize. that's for sure.