Just Another One Of Those Days
It has been one of those days that things just seem to spiral so quickly down within just minutes. Every time I think about my friends I think about all the good times and all the smiles until I think about how close we are. It seems like every person I know likes me in someway that I don't know about. It is like they are hiding a lot of stuff behind my back. Blind and/or stupid, maybe, I am but I just don't understand. It isn't just friends either, it is people I'm just meeting that seem to like me in a way that isn't what I want. It makes me crazy, I just want to be left alone, I don't want to be touched, and I want to be ignored by everyone. I'm just trying to live life and it all seems so different than the feelings I had just a few days ago. Between College, Friends, and New people life has become quickly insane. I hope it is just a day's stress and it will get better after a bit but then again I think I'm in for the long run of this all. Hopefully, everything will be okay tomorrow or tonight... The wind is unpredictable and it changes quickly, I'm like the wind. I pray that the winds will shift for me.