It can be so hard, so sad...
Relationships are hard, they require work without exception. Sadly even if you're perfect for each other, your love undying, time and stress will take it's toll. It's one of the saddest things that i have come to realize, as the precious few things that i have left are shattered as i am being shoved head first into reality. The world can be a cruel place that strips you of you're innocence and illusions, if you're lucky you can get away with your ideals in tact. The universe is as mean and nasty as it is wondrous and beautiful.
But no matter how hard it is deep down i will not give up, i refuse to. To give up would be against my very being, even if it would be the easy way out. I will not flake out on commitments of any kind, again the easy way out. However weary i get, i will trudge on, i may melt down or have a panic attack, but i'll get back up, i will. I'm tuffer than i look, i know i am, and the mind is more powerful than we know.
Currently: On my way to bed.
Wearing: PJ's.
Listening to the Sounds of: Silence, my clock ticking, a cricket outside my window, and my mother snoring in her room.
Feeling: tired, over whelmed, melancholy, attempted hopefulness.
*Yawn* G'night
Jasmine
But no matter how hard it is deep down i will not give up, i refuse to. To give up would be against my very being, even if it would be the easy way out. I will not flake out on commitments of any kind, again the easy way out. However weary i get, i will trudge on, i may melt down or have a panic attack, but i'll get back up, i will. I'm tuffer than i look, i know i am, and the mind is more powerful than we know.
Currently: On my way to bed.
Wearing: PJ's.
Listening to the Sounds of: Silence, my clock ticking, a cricket outside my window, and my mother snoring in her room.
Feeling: tired, over whelmed, melancholy, attempted hopefulness.
*Yawn* G'night
Jasmine