OMG - i'm still all shaky.... but happy

[lunapyro]

I had to sing my first song in front of my voice class today, omg, I wasn't nervous till last night, I didn’t get to bad though, not as nervous as I usually get and I was even all shaky after hearing what the teacher had to say and the classes comments... but I’m still having trouble believing what I heard hen I was done! I didn’t do anything wrong, I have no bad habits, I just need more of what I did, and he said to open my vowels more but yeah, I still almost cant believe it, it's hard to explain but yeah, I cant sit still I’m so wound up now im all excited and happy, I never had much confidence though there had been evidence that I didn’t suck but wow am I actually good at something that’s not like, crafts? I’ve never had one thing that I do if that makes sense, like some ppl play an instrument since middle school or whatever, and some play a sport or do art... I’ve never felt as though I have something like that. Yeah ok just rambling now, but I’m sooo happy!!!!!!

Also everyone said I have a beautiful voice and that I sounded great, just that it wasn’t enough... hard to explain but I got the room & teachers meaning, not that it wasn’t loud though that’s part of it, he said it's that everything I did was good but that the listener wanted more, so I just need to do more of what i already do? It is easier to understand harder to re-explain to someone else who wasn't there. ha-ha this probe makes no sense to anyone else!

....I still can't believe it... could it be true? Yay!

~A