Thoughts & Emotions
i feel lost again, everything feels out of control, i don't know what i feel, not sure what i want.... who, what, when, where? how shall i do this? i wish not to hurt, i would never forgive myself for hurting of any kind, intentional or unintentional, that is me. i wish not to be hurt, i am strong but it hurts me so, i do not want to feel that way again, and it scares me i admit that... i am honest with everyone, i out it all out there, i warn them, but things keep coming. shall i give in? give it another try? what shall i do..... i need some time to think... more than minits... more than a few hours.... a day at least...
time.. i only wanted time... but we do not always get what we wish for do we? when we are not looking, things flock to us in droves... of course, hahaha, thats life, live and learn. then move on.
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Thoughts & Emotions
Confusion.
-thoughts are muddy.
-emotions are fuzzy.
Delusions.
-don't know what's up.
-don't know what's right.
Illusions.
-can't tell what's real.
-how should i feel.
Conclusions.
-for once,
-what about me.
-what to do,
-i haven't a clue.
Please tell me what u think, comments and feedback are always wanted, i'll love ya forever if you do...
~A
time.. i only wanted time... but we do not always get what we wish for do we? when we are not looking, things flock to us in droves... of course, hahaha, thats life, live and learn. then move on.
File Created on Tuesday January 04, 2005, 7:35:03 PM
Thoughts & Emotions
Confusion.
-thoughts are muddy.
-emotions are fuzzy.
Delusions.
-don't know what's up.
-don't know what's right.
Illusions.
-can't tell what's real.
-how should i feel.
Conclusions.
-for once,
-what about me.
-what to do,
-i haven't a clue.
Please tell me what u think, comments and feedback are always wanted, i'll love ya forever if you do...
~A