Baby files; 002
It scares me, knowing she's growing, that she's in this world filled with hate and pain. She is so beautiful, such a charmer, she'll have her way with the world- I know it.
But she is beautiful and to have her in such a tainted world. Such a tainted life.
I sleep easier now. The lunar pull is hard on my body. But that's my body, not my mind. My mind shuts off easily.
Tonks is okay. She really is, okay, imagine me laughing with relief 'cause, huh, I am. The moon rose and set and she felt the pull, she came close to losing control but there was something that held her...
Never have I been more thankful that she's a metamorphmagus. Never ever in my life.
Cirus is wonderful, she was very hungry after the full moon, very vocal (lots of cooing, lots of crying), but other than that she's been relatively normal.
I had one sip of firewhiskey when I was alone. Other than that, I have been fine.
I can't drink again. I can't be drinking again.
Not when everything is so perfect.
But she is beautiful and to have her in such a tainted world. Such a tainted life.
I sleep easier now. The lunar pull is hard on my body. But that's my body, not my mind. My mind shuts off easily.
Tonks is okay. She really is, okay, imagine me laughing with relief 'cause, huh, I am. The moon rose and set and she felt the pull, she came close to losing control but there was something that held her...
Never have I been more thankful that she's a metamorphmagus. Never ever in my life.
Cirus is wonderful, she was very hungry after the full moon, very vocal (lots of cooing, lots of crying), but other than that she's been relatively normal.
I had one sip of firewhiskey when I was alone. Other than that, I have been fine.
I can't drink again. I can't be drinking again.
Not when everything is so perfect.