The soft goodbyes
This week was a sad week. This week was a week to say goodbye, a week where I had send away two of my friends. There´s a side of me, that wants to laugh about it. That wants to joke as he said “ye ye you will be back soon, you can´t live without me”. But I know myself , I know that in a week or two, I will be standing looking into the sky, thinking about them, about how would they be, how they are going on and surviving.
And I know I might be a little selfish, because they were forced to leave our country. I know it looks tragic, there’s no Nazi regime here, there no tyrants]s ruling. Portugal it’s the third country in Europe, were the younglings are unemployed, but it is one of the first countries in Europe where the younger generation are immigrating, are leaving their homeland. That´s why I have one friend in Italy, another in India, another in Bangladesh, another in Venezuela. One is about to go to Macau, and this two have parted to Northern Ireland and Tokyo. And I´m staying here, because I can find a job, because I don´t have money to leave my country, to pay for a voyage to a foreign country.
Now out of politics matters, what hurts more is letting go. I know that part you growing up, it is learning to letting go. But this Saturday an important piece of my heart will go to the north cold lands of Ireland. This girl Ana, it´s one of the most important persons in my life, she is more my sister than my blood related sisters, we call ourselves the Ying and the Yang. I] m always buzzing, fuzzing laughthing, drinking smoking. Ana it] s quite, and calm, she doesn’t drink because of her health problem. The first times I have live alone and abroad, it was with her, all the tears were with her. And she had taught me to stand still, to breath over the surface. The funny thing is that all of her life she always wanted a foreign boyfriend like a charming prince that will take her away. And she has a life philosophy, in which she said “if you can think positive good thinks will come to you”, you think positive and fight harder you will reach your goal. And she is the living prove of that. Before she had left, she had promise me that in her new home, she will have a room reserved just for me, for the day that I came to visit her. And with that I shear up myself, shape myself for the new school year that it is starting.
(this us doing our firsts buys in Galicia, of course my glasses lent broked so we start laughthing with my stupid sad anime face lol)
And specially I have to start to let other people support me more, like the friends that are still here , and the others that every day share the same dream (that will be came true) about going to Japan. like my dear darkisis, wich in this last few mounths had been one you my greatest supports
And I know I might be a little selfish, because they were forced to leave our country. I know it looks tragic, there’s no Nazi regime here, there no tyrants]s ruling. Portugal it’s the third country in Europe, were the younglings are unemployed, but it is one of the first countries in Europe where the younger generation are immigrating, are leaving their homeland. That´s why I have one friend in Italy, another in India, another in Bangladesh, another in Venezuela. One is about to go to Macau, and this two have parted to Northern Ireland and Tokyo. And I´m staying here, because I can find a job, because I don´t have money to leave my country, to pay for a voyage to a foreign country.
Now out of politics matters, what hurts more is letting go. I know that part you growing up, it is learning to letting go. But this Saturday an important piece of my heart will go to the north cold lands of Ireland. This girl Ana, it´s one of the most important persons in my life, she is more my sister than my blood related sisters, we call ourselves the Ying and the Yang. I] m always buzzing, fuzzing laughthing, drinking smoking. Ana it] s quite, and calm, she doesn’t drink because of her health problem. The first times I have live alone and abroad, it was with her, all the tears were with her. And she had taught me to stand still, to breath over the surface. The funny thing is that all of her life she always wanted a foreign boyfriend like a charming prince that will take her away. And she has a life philosophy, in which she said “if you can think positive good thinks will come to you”, you think positive and fight harder you will reach your goal. And she is the living prove of that. Before she had left, she had promise me that in her new home, she will have a room reserved just for me, for the day that I came to visit her. And with that I shear up myself, shape myself for the new school year that it is starting.
(this us doing our firsts buys in Galicia, of course my glasses lent broked so we start laughthing with my stupid sad anime face lol)
And specially I have to start to let other people support me more, like the friends that are still here , and the others that every day share the same dream (that will be came true) about going to Japan. like my dear darkisis, wich in this last few mounths had been one you my greatest supports