July time...
In one of the oddest of moods right now. It's like I half want to throw things at the walls and at the same time I just want to stare up at my ceiling and laugh. Days been going really really slow. Camp was fun..just sucks for some reason that each time I try and apply what I learned in camp to open gym, I just can't do it. I instantly get brain-drained and get a negative feeling every time I walk into my schools stupid gym. I don't feel comfortable about the people I'm around at school. Just thank God Libby is there to back me up and keep me going, got so frustrated today that I was actually fighting back tears.:sighs:: this Friday is the incubus concert and I'm totally amped for that. Plus Ralphy-boy is gonna be there and I haven't seen him since Dan's b-day party. The breeze in this room feels so great, and I'm laughing as I listen to the lil' kids down the street try to ride skate boards down their steep driveway. It's cute! I can't wait till the end of July. I got a call yesterday from this guy named Pete who wants me to go do lighting for a play at a college in my town. That's big for me 'cause I love doing light crew for plays and the thought someone thinks I'm good enough at lighting to have me do things outside of High school dramas. I feel calmed down now...and sorta sleepy...It's nap time..