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Yep, it's just one of those days my friends. My chest hurts...bad...And little kids are outside playing in the water puddles, with I was tiny again. Everythings been pretty slow and dull. Yesterday was Nick's grad party,which meant a house filled with loud relatives and strangers you've only seen twice before. Made me nervous, I don't really like being around people. I think the only person that never makes me really feel nervous and slightly scared is Vera, and I have no clue why. Even my closest pal Vamp makes me sketchy at times. I did something weird thursday night..or actually it was friday morning. It was about 12:15 AM and it was raining outside. I had this sudden urge to want to go out into the rain, but I wouldn't do it 'cause I knew my parents would wake up and I would get into some MAJOR trouble. About 12:20 I walked downstairs to take my medicines. Next thing I know my hand was on the knob to the back door and I whispered "What the hades", and strode out the door. This was a big thing for me. I have this huge fear of my mum, but I weet against it and ran around my backyard in the rain. Out there I got this feeling I have never had before, I felt like me...open, peacful, FREE....Walked back inside with a huge smile and a muddy barefeet. I never even got caught.....The pain is getting worse..later pals..
Dancing in the rain does heal a dieing soul
Dancing in the rain does heal a dieing soul