Sep 13, 2006 20:27
I Hate being someone’s dirty little secrete I hate the fact that I am so desperate for love I will lie to myself knowing that this dick could never love me even though he tells me every day but yet I always say I love you back. I hate Light rail homies who turn into Wal mart homies who turn around and fuck your best friend.. who is gay.. I hate loving a gift
I hate waiting 4 months just to bitch someone out I HATE THE FACT THAT MY MOM IS COMING BACK….. FOR A CHECK UP!!! I hate the fact that I still give a fuck that she Is gone.. I hate calling that same mom to tell her that you are not dead and to hear her new man in the background.. keep in mind this was at 2 a.m her time… I hate husbands who turn back into a pumpkin at the stroke of 12:00.. I hate that 98% of the people who read this are not even who I am venting about.. I hate a good long weekend that was spend with a awesome guy in a awesome house with a kick ass car and some cool friends.. then I Especially hate the part where ya know.. You don’t here from him.. I hate people who read these and get pissed off that they are not in them.. And I hate the people who don’t take the time to read this far.. I hate the fact… That I can say everything I hate and I hate the fact that I am here.. Right now writing this instead of with the love of my life who I can spend the rest of my life with dancing under the moon light…
I think Im done now..
<33 always
Jessica