Another day
hey every1,
I am so tired I just haven't been sleeping well and with school it's just not working out very well.I didn't go to bed until late monday night after having a 20 min. nap.I wrote so much stuff and I think remember half the stuff I wrote. Then yesterday I woke up around 1:30pm and I just didn't know who I was and I went crazy.I went from raging, burning anger to crying until I had a headache and still I didn't stop. I went to work and everyone kept asking me what was wrong and I was like nothing just tired.Really I just feel empty and I don't know why I was feeling that way and it didn't help that my real mother called.People called me and I didn't answer the phone.I was feeling like I don't wanna talk to ne one right now.It crossed my mind to cut myself but I didn't which is a good thing.It scares me b/c those epsisodes of cutting myself are getting more frequent then they use to be. Oh well I'lle be fine it's all just a matter of time.Tasha came over and hung out.So did Blake once he got off of work.After they left I just went to bed and woke up to go to school.School was just another day and Love kept messing w/ me but it's alright b/c I kept biting.:PI borrowed Blake's Green Day American Idiot cd and I'm just jamming out to that right now.It fits my mood right now better then ne thing else could.Now I'm just writing while I have time b/c I'm not gonna have time later.Well I'll shut up and go.
Hugz & Kissez,
TrEvA
I am so tired I just haven't been sleeping well and with school it's just not working out very well.I didn't go to bed until late monday night after having a 20 min. nap.I wrote so much stuff and I think remember half the stuff I wrote. Then yesterday I woke up around 1:30pm and I just didn't know who I was and I went crazy.I went from raging, burning anger to crying until I had a headache and still I didn't stop. I went to work and everyone kept asking me what was wrong and I was like nothing just tired.Really I just feel empty and I don't know why I was feeling that way and it didn't help that my real mother called.People called me and I didn't answer the phone.I was feeling like I don't wanna talk to ne one right now.It crossed my mind to cut myself but I didn't which is a good thing.It scares me b/c those epsisodes of cutting myself are getting more frequent then they use to be. Oh well I'lle be fine it's all just a matter of time.Tasha came over and hung out.So did Blake once he got off of work.After they left I just went to bed and woke up to go to school.School was just another day and Love kept messing w/ me but it's alright b/c I kept biting.:PI borrowed Blake's Green Day American Idiot cd and I'm just jamming out to that right now.It fits my mood right now better then ne thing else could.Now I'm just writing while I have time b/c I'm not gonna have time later.Well I'll shut up and go.
Hugz & Kissez,
TrEvA