Nov 22, 2004 14:52
Hey every1.I'm having such a werid day.I feel like I'm gonna cry but I don't know why.I got home from school early today and now I'm just sitting here with nothing to do.:(Right now I just hate everything about myself.I started smoking again,I'm gaining the weight I lost back and school is completely off track.I hope this is just all pms b/c I can't this shit ne more feeling like duke.I haven't talked to Blake really talk to him since the last football game b/c I can't take him b/c every time I look at him I realize how much I've changed and how much i can't stand myself.Plus my friendship with Lyndsay is about to go down the tubes.I appear happy to everybody else but on the contrary I am absolutely miserable.oh well.Enough of my bitching and moaning I'm going for a walk.
hugz,
TrEvA