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ah the weekend.
the last four weeks have been...weird. i've been happy, but my sleep pattern has gone to the dogs and so come 9:30 at night, my mind starts going crazy and i've been stressing about stupid stuff and inventing things and generally bumming myself out over nothing.
i feel like i haven't quite filled my new place yet. i don't mean physically, my stuff is EVERYWHERE, i mean more...i sit there in silence like i'm expecting someone to arrive. it just feels a little empty still. i've always had strange relationships with rental places. it takes me a long time to stop feeling like the last person is still there, but this time there's that, and the feeling that someone has yet to arrive.
SO! i thought about all of this and have decided that this weekend, a long weekend, will be spent getting things in order. i think i'm feeling the way i am because things get a bit chaotic when i'm not sleeping well. i know it sounds lame, but i'm actually looking forward to scrubbing the place from top to bottom, sorting out mail, setting up my office properly, getting out all my winter clothes and packing away my summer ones, doing a proper shop, getting out in the sun a bit.
if i can't get all that done in three days, i'm a lost cause.