just one more day
so life works out in the most weirdest ways. i have 3 friends with in one year love each other then hate each other then where OK then one by one loved each other again. grrrrrrrrrrr now thats a migraine just waiting to happen,. ill just have to see how that works out i wish them the best
then i have 2 other friends i love with all my heart which i lived with i may not have been the best of ideas but i worked out for the better i just hope they don't stay mad at me for to much longer. i know i fucked up and i ad might that. but now well just have to see how that plays out.
then i have this guy friend iv known sense i was 16 and well i had the biggest thing for him (ya baby)well turns out he not only felt the same way but still does grrrrrrrrrrr see thats not the problem. the problem is hes marred and has a kid. thats the problem.
now all i can do is just sit here well you know when i weight the universe has this thing about throwing a wrench in the mix and well thats where my boy friend comes in
well the good thing is i found out hes stopping point it seems to be the only one he has but its still a stooping point. and he did stop saying i love you (finally)
you know i really do like him and i do see him and i together for a long time.just not for the rest of our liefs. its that its to good to be true thing.
the only thing that bothers me is when people condemn th relationship from the start ya i had some problems with it in the beginning but him and talk allot that know one knows about or what its about . the boy is most likely the best thing that ever happened to me. that so would not surprise me.ill see how it go's.
you know i moved in with my boy and you know it got better hes not so bad now.we talk all the time and i have this big problem i can tell him anything.hes like my best friend and lover its kool.i guess its not that big of a problem. (just one day at a time)
well thats all for now its time for me to go the boy well be home soon :)
then i have 2 other friends i love with all my heart which i lived with i may not have been the best of ideas but i worked out for the better i just hope they don't stay mad at me for to much longer. i know i fucked up and i ad might that. but now well just have to see how that plays out.
then i have this guy friend iv known sense i was 16 and well i had the biggest thing for him (ya baby)well turns out he not only felt the same way but still does grrrrrrrrrrr see thats not the problem. the problem is hes marred and has a kid. thats the problem.
now all i can do is just sit here well you know when i weight the universe has this thing about throwing a wrench in the mix and well thats where my boy friend comes in
well the good thing is i found out hes stopping point it seems to be the only one he has but its still a stooping point. and he did stop saying i love you (finally)
you know i really do like him and i do see him and i together for a long time.just not for the rest of our liefs. its that its to good to be true thing.
the only thing that bothers me is when people condemn th relationship from the start ya i had some problems with it in the beginning but him and talk allot that know one knows about or what its about . the boy is most likely the best thing that ever happened to me. that so would not surprise me.ill see how it go's.
you know i moved in with my boy and you know it got better hes not so bad now.we talk all the time and i have this big problem i can tell him anything.hes like my best friend and lover its kool.i guess its not that big of a problem. (just one day at a time)
well thats all for now its time for me to go the boy well be home soon :)