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Starting to think I did it again. I get overly caught up in a thing or a person and over load them. And I can see it happening. So I try to fix it. And I just end up sounding sad and pathetic. Desperate. And I'm not....desperate that is. Sad and pathetic, I am not so sure about today.
Mental Gibbs slap.
Time to take a step back and let people decide for themselves.
Focus on the concrete and worry about the rest later. OK, being the good little neurotic that I am, I will worry about it, but I will not act on it.
The concrete is achievable.
Fencing is coming along. Bellydance is getting easier. Weight..... well, between the fencing and the bellydance, if it's not going away, at least it's shifting around. Stagefright..... I'm working on it.
Do what I need to do to improve. Travel when I can. Learn. Take a camera - always.
Write. Keep writing. Edit. Polish. Write some more.
As for the rest.....they will or they won't. Deal with it.