wheel in the sky keep on turnin

[lunagrrrrrl]

i need a breath of fresh air and a moment of true clarity.

i think tonight i am going to go driving......and just keep going...
heh well til it's time to turn back around again.

something is so odd about living a life that is so detached. i have not felt at home in over 2yrs and i dont know if i truly even remember that feeling anymore. i am forever sad trying to be forever happy. i am grateful beyond belief but still not happy...

i have been hyper critical of myself and others lately...........

just confused.