I am a treasure
Sometimes the reminders slip in subtly instead of with a BOOM.
Whenever I bemoan my loneliness or feel unloved or unlovable I create that energy. I think that it drives people away- even if I don't say a word about it. I push those who value and accept me away as well. It's not intentional, but I do it.
I deserve love. I deserve happiness. That is a very difficult thin to admit. But I'm working hard to accept it as fact and make it a part of my life.