I am still alive, despite my lack of posting. Life is just...
Well, it's not worth living to be honest.
I was surprised when I logged in today to find
julian_priest had echoed a lot of my thoughts. (Google is not back in my good books for giving me that)
There's just...nothing for me. I see no hope. The only good things I can find are all fantasy (books, dvds, etc)
Nothing improves. When I think things couldn't get worse (an attempt at optimism)...they get worse.
I'm so sick of feeling like this.