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I haven't written in a while, not sure what to say anymore. I am tired of bitching and whining and everyone around me is tired of it too. It seems that everything I try turns out crappy or I screw it up. Fucked up thing about this. I am not depressed, the meds keep me from being depressed even when I want to be. I just get stressed and have anxiety attacks, these are new, but this one has lasted about 4 hrs so far. Guess that is just one more thing I have to talk to the doc about. That is more money I have to spend on me instead of the ones that deserve it.