Apr 24, 2003 15:36
baaah, i wrote a whole fucking page and the shit didnt update.. alright so yeah lately i havent been doing shit. the 22nd was my birthday, i had some plans with a couple "friends" and they ditched me like usual..its always the same 'yeah, ill call you later and we'll do something' and they never call.. fuck it, im tired of making efforts to be nice to people/have & make friends, ill just go back to being anti social...
ive been on spring break this week and i havent done a damn thing besides go online and lift.. Im fucking bored, and pissed that these kids i keep trying to chill with are just rejecting me, they confuse me.. one day theyll call me and say theyre gonna pick me up and we'll chill, the next theyll just ditch me.. fuck people man, it just gets me pissed off and it all adds up and i feel like i could kill some one
jason called today and i asked if he wanted to chill and he said he might come down here later to see andrew and he'd probably pick me up to blaze/chill, i donno though he probably just wont call me back..thats what usually happens to me anyway
anyways, download this song: Lil Keke - platinum in the ghetto, it owns
i think im gonna go smoke some bud and try to maintain. peace