Jan 02, 2005 10:48
recap of last year:
- almost got suspended again in april and may
- wasn't allowed to have guitar lessons anymore due to my grades sucking
- almost failed out of 7th grade
+ my mom finally said i could go to a public school
- the day of my 13th birthday sucked really horribly
+ the day after my birthday i went to city walk with dallas, and it totally made up for my birthday sucking
- did almost nothing over the summer due to the fact that because i went to a shitty private school where everyone hated me, i only had like three friends
+ started at sequoia for 8th grade and made a lot of friends that hopefully i'll be in highschool with too
+ actually managed to keep all of those friends so far...
- ended up in a mental hospital for cutting
+ met ian, rachel, bree, ruben, michael, karissa, kade, and some other people that i will never forget
+ being in a mental hospital has helped me stop cutting and today its been 5 weeks and 1 day since the last time i cut :)
- exchanged phone numbers with rachel, and for some reason haven't called her
- my mom hasnt really changed since i've come back, which is dissapointing because she was a big part of my problem
+ christmas was actually really great this year
+ this christmas was probably the bes christmas yet, because everyone managed to get along
+ the new years teen center dance was fun for the most part
happy new years... let's hope this year doesn't suck as much as the last.
actually, last year wasnt as bad as it could have been.
at least last year could have been worse, and it wasnt...
♥