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so i turned my self in. things went suprizingly well, i got relased 2 days after i got there. and now all thats behind me and i can move on with my life
if im lucky i can start school on monday at the chula vista adult school. but if that doesnt work out i can go to palomar ... ehh going there doesnt seem as appeling as it once did. but whatever ill go whereever i can.
i have been have a string of odd dreams, about killing every guy that has had some important roll in my life after watching them do some everyday act, such as eatting or pooping. every dream is very similar to the last exsept for a few minior details change here and there . but they are very strange and disturbing to say the least.
today i really felt like a stalker.there is this guy that i dont really know but i have seen around and now he works near my house and i find my self making excusses to go there and gaze at his beauty. he is very pretty. someday i will work up enough courage to say something besides "how much is this? " lol
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