Life may not always have a plan.
I read Queli's comment and that just makes me long for Lincoln and Omaha and friendship and insanity like I know that Sayra would love. I miss that...and I miss being me and just wandering downtown for no reason and having some time to just relax. I know that Sayra would love being there...just as much as I know that Majesty and Queli would love being around her. The thing is...I just hope and pray that the day I get to go there...they won't be too busy and caught up in their own lives to just relax with me. I say that kidding around...but being serious at the same time. I am not directing it to hurt anyone because I know that I do the same things too. When people come to see me I just get nervous and I ramble and I make myself busy so that I don't have a chance to just relax and go nuts. I miss that and I think that as we all grow older and mature more...we lose a bit more of that...whether intentionally or unintentionally. Life is pretty good these days. Sayra is wacky as always...she is starting to be able to pick stuff up with her toes...and in the last few days of having Jacci here...that really creeped her out.
Sayra has her own language and when you speak in spanish she understands most of it...if it is simple things I repeat to her. She is amazing and I love her. When you speak words trying to get her to repeat it...she looks at you like you are losing your mind ^_- That makes me laugh.
I went to clean house today at Bev's and I enjoy that so much. I really enjoy Bev's company and in a lot of ways she reminds me of my Grandmothers...and my estranged Aunt Jan. She is 56 like Jan and she has so many baking things and dolls like my grandmothers. She is warm and open with just the right amount of attitude and a nice gentle generous spirit. That is what I enjoy. Oh and she is always baking so yea...I always get spoiled with cookies and whatnot ^_^
I should get going...my daughter is waiting for me. I miss her so much...time to go.
Peace
God Bless always---
Leahandra
"Luna"
Sayra has her own language and when you speak in spanish she understands most of it...if it is simple things I repeat to her. She is amazing and I love her. When you speak words trying to get her to repeat it...she looks at you like you are losing your mind ^_- That makes me laugh.
I went to clean house today at Bev's and I enjoy that so much. I really enjoy Bev's company and in a lot of ways she reminds me of my Grandmothers...and my estranged Aunt Jan. She is 56 like Jan and she has so many baking things and dolls like my grandmothers. She is warm and open with just the right amount of attitude and a nice gentle generous spirit. That is what I enjoy. Oh and she is always baking so yea...I always get spoiled with cookies and whatnot ^_^
I should get going...my daughter is waiting for me. I miss her so much...time to go.
Peace
God Bless always---
Leahandra
"Luna"