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Well, things are getting kind of stressful with finals right around the corner. My finals start on Monday. I can't believe it's that time of year already. I am done with 2 years of college...It's insane! I am excited to get out of the dorms and have my apartment next year! It's going to be great. I will actually be able to have good food instead of cafe food. Plus, I will have privacy! yay! I can't wait for that part. In the dorms I rarely get time to myself with out people coming in and out of my room. Plus, I think Jen and Erica and I will have a lot of fun next year. Anyway, I have a few days left before I come home for the summer and then I start working. I went to Ann Arbor yesterday and that was a lot of fun. We got coffee, dinner, and played poker. Wow, I suck at that game. It was a lot of fun though. On Friday night I went over to Emily and Britt's to say goodbye to everyone. It was fun but sad. I mean, Jon might be gone next year...It's so sad to think that my friends are graduating. I am going to miss them. Thats about all thats new with me...
This is a song that I really like and explains some of how I feel about certain things:
"What Hurts The Most"
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
COUNTDOWN: 4 DAYS UNTIL I'M DONE WITH CLASSES, 5 DAYS UNTIL I AM HOME
This is a song that I really like and explains some of how I feel about certain things:
"What Hurts The Most"
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
COUNTDOWN: 4 DAYS UNTIL I'M DONE WITH CLASSES, 5 DAYS UNTIL I AM HOME