Oct 09, 2005 22:50
my heart is so full right now. ive kinda been cramped up in my place all weekend, with a few exceptions, due to the monsoonish rains that occured this weekend. it gave me a decent time to really think... which is truely what i needed... and what my body needed.
this morning however i went to dingmans falls... and due to all the rain the waterfalls... oh my... just freakin amazing. i sweari felt like i was in a movie... and just needed someone to makeout with... sally was not that person :) and the leaves were turning all beautiful colors... then i came home and i went running... and came across the most beautiful abandoned beaver pond... so beautiful... and on my way back i saw about 9 beautiful newts just walking along. i had to stop and help each one across the path. i swear someone is watching out for me after all.
im headed to cali at the end of the month for my own sanity... i miss kari... i miss gus, aris, nel... everyone really... and i need to see mike to know we as friends are ok... and i dont want to forget how much i love it there and why.
i didnt go back and meet that guy i met last week. yolanda wasnt really free... so i went to the movies with everyone, not real broken hearted about it... but i just want to remind myself that someone thought i was cute when im feeling lonely later on :)
classes are throwing alot my way but im loving it. carmen... is this damn cool woman i work with in my favorite class... i swear we just laugh the whole time. who knew i was going to like NJ after all? i am teaching some classes this week to 6th graders... so excited. last week was too insane. the kids were super hard... but i got through to a few, that i know. i love that they call me lady... it makes me laugh so much. weriod how you think of yourself you know?
I had an awesome time last weekend dancing... playing in the city with rachel.. drinking fancy drinks... shopping... i dont know if city life is for me but its super fun to play in!
happy columbus day... didnt he like masacre alot of indians?