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I feel like shit today. I haven't done anything RIGHT... from the start of our cargo watch, to the checking of our rescue boat, until our mooring operations, I always everything wrong. Wrong here. Wrong there. Fuckin' mistakes...
I really don't want to be a burden for my duty officer. I want to help in every way I could. I couldn't just stand and watch all the time, I feel useless. =(
I really don't want to be a burden for my duty officer. I want to help in every way I could. I couldn't just stand and watch all the time, I feel useless. =(