There goes my hero
So my dad is coming in town soon, about around three o clock. And he's meeting bos. im nervous as hell, theyve never met before and neither has vicki. Its scary almost, i hope they like eachother,for the sake of my future home (lol) anyway, this always brings back old memories. idk what to do when i see him, every time i do he always brings up the past and things like that. always talks about how much he misses me and the nice things we did. but never the bad things, which is all that i can think about when i see his face. i love him so much, the only man in my life i know i can turn to for anything even through all this but sometimes i wonder if im just telling myself taht to pretend im in a normal situation. its tough, ive grown up with him by my side taking me everywher and holding my hand, i used to sing for him every morning and run around and follow him everywhere. i think i really do have separation anxiety. like bad, theres times when i freak out and figure that bos is going to do the same thing he was.. i could never go through that again, and for that i am weak.