Stuck en la Chamba
SO I AM STUCK AT WORK...NOT WORKING BUT WAITING FOR MY RIDE....GREAT! SO I HAVE NOTHING TO DO BUT WRITE SOME RANDOM THOUGHTS.
TODAY I WORKED FOR 11 HOURS WHICH IS INSANE I DONT ILL DO THAT AGAIN...HHMMM MAYBE IF NEED DINERO. THIS MONTH IS GOING BY SO FAST NEXT THING I KNOW IT WILL BE SEPTEMBER AND ILL BE IN SCHOOL AGAIN. GEEZ TALKING ABOUT DOING SOMETHING ES TAN FACIL BUT PUTTING WORDS INTO ACTION IS THE HARDEST. I MEAN I WANT TO ACCOMPLISH SO MANY THINGS BUT ACTUALLY WORKING AT IT IS WHAT THE CHALLENGE IS. I LIKE THE CHALLENGE IT MAKED ME FEEL ALIVE LIKE IM WORKING AT IT RATHER THAN SITTING SOMEWHERE LOOKING AT EVERYTHING HAPPE, ID RATHER MAKE IT HAPPEN.
I TALKED TO MY MOTHER TODAY ON THE PHONE FOR LIKE 5 MINUTES BUT SHE MADE ME FEEL SPECIAL. ITS SAD HOW I CAN TAKE HER FOR GRANTED BUT I THINK SHE DOES THE SAME TO ME. I MEAN I LOVE MY MOTHER BUT THERE IS TIMES WHEN I LEAVE HER AT THE END AND THAT IS REALLY SHADY FROM MY PART. I THINK THAT ITS BECAUSE I KNOW THAT NO MATTER WHAT SHE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME. I HATE DOING THAT AND ITS THE ONE THING I DO THE MOST.
I GUESS I AM ONLY HUMAN...BUT I REALLY NEED TO WORK AT IT. I MEAN THERE ARE MANY TIMES WHEN I STOP Y PEINSO GEEZ RIGHT NOW IS THE ONLY TIME I CAN BE SELFISH BECAUSE WHEN I HAVE A FAMILY OF MY OWN THATS WHAT IS GOING TO MATTER THE MOST AND I WONT CARE ABOUT MYSELF. MAYBE ITS A STUP WAY OF THINKING BUT IT MAKES SENSE TO ME.
OHH WELL MARINA IS OUT IN 3 MIN AND I AM MORE THAN READY TO GO HOME......MAYBE I SHOULD WRITE MORE OFTEN
TODAY I WORKED FOR 11 HOURS WHICH IS INSANE I DONT ILL DO THAT AGAIN...HHMMM MAYBE IF NEED DINERO. THIS MONTH IS GOING BY SO FAST NEXT THING I KNOW IT WILL BE SEPTEMBER AND ILL BE IN SCHOOL AGAIN. GEEZ TALKING ABOUT DOING SOMETHING ES TAN FACIL BUT PUTTING WORDS INTO ACTION IS THE HARDEST. I MEAN I WANT TO ACCOMPLISH SO MANY THINGS BUT ACTUALLY WORKING AT IT IS WHAT THE CHALLENGE IS. I LIKE THE CHALLENGE IT MAKED ME FEEL ALIVE LIKE IM WORKING AT IT RATHER THAN SITTING SOMEWHERE LOOKING AT EVERYTHING HAPPE, ID RATHER MAKE IT HAPPEN.
I TALKED TO MY MOTHER TODAY ON THE PHONE FOR LIKE 5 MINUTES BUT SHE MADE ME FEEL SPECIAL. ITS SAD HOW I CAN TAKE HER FOR GRANTED BUT I THINK SHE DOES THE SAME TO ME. I MEAN I LOVE MY MOTHER BUT THERE IS TIMES WHEN I LEAVE HER AT THE END AND THAT IS REALLY SHADY FROM MY PART. I THINK THAT ITS BECAUSE I KNOW THAT NO MATTER WHAT SHE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME. I HATE DOING THAT AND ITS THE ONE THING I DO THE MOST.
I GUESS I AM ONLY HUMAN...BUT I REALLY NEED TO WORK AT IT. I MEAN THERE ARE MANY TIMES WHEN I STOP Y PEINSO GEEZ RIGHT NOW IS THE ONLY TIME I CAN BE SELFISH BECAUSE WHEN I HAVE A FAMILY OF MY OWN THATS WHAT IS GOING TO MATTER THE MOST AND I WONT CARE ABOUT MYSELF. MAYBE ITS A STUP WAY OF THINKING BUT IT MAKES SENSE TO ME.
OHH WELL MARINA IS OUT IN 3 MIN AND I AM MORE THAN READY TO GO HOME......MAYBE I SHOULD WRITE MORE OFTEN