Tuesday..
Got CC up at 2... was half expecting him to do something... ANYTHING productive in the house before work... too much to ask for I guess. I even had to remind him to feed his dog. Hes constantly on his phone.... I see how that annoys you with Sarah so much... cant even watch a movie without him on it... like what could possibly be that important that you cant spend quality time with me without it? Its just.... saddening...
But I also got a little more sleep because he lost track of time somehow? And Jacob over slept. I brought up the list I made for things to get done this week. Was blatantly told by Jacob he would ignore it... sigh... go figure right? And CC apparently paid absolutely no attention to it despite being on his phone the whole time. Makes me wonder why I even bother...
Nothing to eat again today. They take all the easy food. Stuff I didnt even know we had or I might have eaten something yesterday. Corndogs. I asked CC if I could have one, afterall he was cooking 4 of them. He seemed a little annoyed I asked but agreed... then he took another 4 (all that was left) with him. Jacob took the loaf of bread and some ham and mayo... Glad I didnt have anything to eat with it....
On the bright side however I dont have to kill my hotspot anymore. Don helped me get wifi back <3 And he even troubleshooted with the people to get it working again. Hes so kind and patient. Qualities most people lack now a days. Its... refreshing I suppose. Dealing with a bunch of assholes day in and day out. And hes so far from one. Its just nice. Im forever grateful to have a part of him in my life... even if its just through the internet...
I still find myself absentmindedly picking at my skin... I cant stop it. I have tiny little sores all over on my arms legs and face from it. And the bad thing is I dont even really realize Im doing it until blood starts dripping or it actually hurts. Ive always had this problem but its drastically escalated lately... I dont know how to stop it... I have wanted to train a dog to help but Im at a loss of how... so... it is what it is I guess...