I Wonder ...
I wonder ... if you'll understand.
I don't know how to explain what I am going through at the moment, but I am trying to deal with it the best I can.
I don't have a writers block, and I have no intention on stopping writing anytime soon or reading, which I see happening less and less but I am losing. Time is winning over me 100 to 0, and I feel horrible about this.
I have taken up so much stuff, with school and life, that i barely have time for myself,a nd when I finally have time to write, my brain just keeps spinning in circles, and vomiting ideas left and write, it is quite annoying don't you think? Especially for you all as readers, I am sure, and I don't know just how many times I can apologize for this ...
So much shit has happened, so much is still happening ... and I really can't predict the future at all. But I guess I have to try and give you guys more certainties ne? Please try to understand, I am not ding this to spout out shit and then change my mind the next second. I am really trying my best. But at the moment my best is not enough, and my my mind is acing really selfish with my writing in particular.
So selfish, that in-between all the mess, it was able to make me write down my first anime fan-fiction. I don't know how to explain this, but I needed a bit of a brake from the J-rock scene I think? However that doesn't mean I am stopping J-rock HOW COULD I EVER. Just I reached the conclusion that I will be writing House of Sin, and finish it first, before I go one with the other two.
Those, fiction wise, you'll be seeing updates for House of Sin (which is almost over) and Cheating Hades (the fiction that I am writing based on Durarara!! and of which I am about to post the prologue in a second ...). Hopefully I'll be able to finish this quick and get back to Ai, and Invisible Wall.
I apologize I am sorry, but I need to make my brain breath for a second from J-rock, and not worry about the fact that I put myself into the situation of having to write so many fics, not having predicted life to be so unmerciful of my time m(_ _ )m
... hope you understand.
Luna_no_Koibito
PS - also THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE WONDERFUL COMMENTS I HAVE BEEN RECEIVING FOR ALL MY FICS!! I GREATLY AND ALWAYS APPRECIATE THEM, and get to reply them ASAP *KISS*.
I don't know how to explain what I am going through at the moment, but I am trying to deal with it the best I can.
I don't have a writers block, and I have no intention on stopping writing anytime soon or reading, which I see happening less and less but I am losing. Time is winning over me 100 to 0, and I feel horrible about this.
I have taken up so much stuff, with school and life, that i barely have time for myself,a nd when I finally have time to write, my brain just keeps spinning in circles, and vomiting ideas left and write, it is quite annoying don't you think? Especially for you all as readers, I am sure, and I don't know just how many times I can apologize for this ...
So much shit has happened, so much is still happening ... and I really can't predict the future at all. But I guess I have to try and give you guys more certainties ne? Please try to understand, I am not ding this to spout out shit and then change my mind the next second. I am really trying my best. But at the moment my best is not enough, and my my mind is acing really selfish with my writing in particular.
So selfish, that in-between all the mess, it was able to make me write down my first anime fan-fiction. I don't know how to explain this, but I needed a bit of a brake from the J-rock scene I think? However that doesn't mean I am stopping J-rock HOW COULD I EVER. Just I reached the conclusion that I will be writing House of Sin, and finish it first, before I go one with the other two.
Those, fiction wise, you'll be seeing updates for House of Sin (which is almost over) and Cheating Hades (the fiction that I am writing based on Durarara!! and of which I am about to post the prologue in a second ...). Hopefully I'll be able to finish this quick and get back to Ai, and Invisible Wall.
I apologize I am sorry, but I need to make my brain breath for a second from J-rock, and not worry about the fact that I put myself into the situation of having to write so many fics, not having predicted life to be so unmerciful of my time m(_ _ )m
... hope you understand.
Luna_no_Koibito
PS - also THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE WONDERFUL COMMENTS I HAVE BEEN RECEIVING FOR ALL MY FICS!! I GREATLY AND ALWAYS APPRECIATE THEM, and get to reply them ASAP *KISS*.