Somewhere, I. - CHAPTER 3/5 (URUHA/RUKI) - PART 2

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Title: Somewhere, I. - Chapter 3/5
Part: 2 of 2 - … you ...
Author: luna_no_koibito
Genre: Life, angst, romance, AU
Warnings:  smex (for this chapter)
Rating: PG-17 (for this chapter)
Pairing: Uruha/Ruki
Bands: the GazettE
Disclaimer: I don't own them, and don't wish I did because I'd be sorry for what could befall them （・＿・；）！
Summary: -No they won't, and I don't want to spend my life hiding, and lying to myself. I want things to change Uruha, and it will never, until somewhere, someone will make it change, and I decided to be that someone- sternly concluded the brunette, grabbing mop and bucket, speed walking to another section.

MAIN


3 PART 1

... you …

The following day, Uruha and his other two coworkers, had gone to school, on their already usual early morning schedule, because, even though they had been informed by the ex-red head, that nothing would have happened, in their particular cases, with that particular newly turned brunette, taking their precautions was the least they could do. Reason why, they still went to the yet empty institution to check for themselves, and as announced, the school had absolutely no blemish. It was sparkling clean, everything in it's place, and somehow, it felt wrong, so frightfully wrong, because ironically enough, it almost seemed like it was exactly what Yukata himself wanted it to be, free from dirt, from what he considered dirt; free from them, or rather, at the moment, it still was only Ruki.

Yes, it still was only Ruki, resignedly pondered the honey blond, staring at his ceiling in his dark room, moon rays lightly caressing his contorted features, on his bed, where as his usual, he did one of the things he knew how to do best, wondering. He wondered what the younger was doing in that precise instant, what he was thinking, how he was feeling. Uruha still couldn't understand how that petite and fragile looking thing, could still act so heedlessly, so firmly, so positively, in spite of everything, in spite of all the hate. Wasn't he horrified, such as himself, at the mere thought of losing everything and everyone? Yet again, wasn't it also time for he himself, to stop acting so negative, having a hard decision he had to make regarding the rest of his life?

Rest of his life, those were the word he had fallen asleep to, and that were now escorting him, as he calmly carried his suit case down the stairs. To Uruha, waking up every morning, was already a huge step to take, such as facing the present day, seizing the moment, all of those were things he couldn't do very easily, and now he was being asked to make in a week time, a decision that would effect his eternity.

-You better hurry up and come eat breakfast before you leave- happily chanted the ready and awake voice of his mother, who was already busying herself in the kitchen.

Leaving his suitcase at the main entrance, he calmly walked inside the cooking-room. Though he hadn't plan to take breakfast, though he hadn't asked for it, he was now standing right in the middle of the kitchen entrance, staring at his mother, who had taking the time to wake up early, just to make sure he didn't leave with an empty stomach ... how he wished he didn't have such a caring family.

-Mom … you didn't have to ...- he then weakly smiled, grabbing the plate that was being handed to him by the serene looking woman.

-Don't be silly Kouyou ...- she then remarked with a smile -... like a mother can't get breakfast for their grown up son anymore … and please- she then paused -... at least sit at the table- she indignantly stated, observing the taller, quickly devouring his food, leaning on the wall, widely smiling at her - … Mou~- she then chanted in feign concern with a giggle.

-Done ...- he then swiftly stated, rushing to place the plate into the sink, as he saw a limousine driving through their drive way-...okay mom, I'm gone- he then added, quickly pecking his mother on his forehead.

-Oh, wait! So fast? Are they here already? Is Ruki there too? … I haven't seen him in a while, is he alright?- she then hurriedly inquired following her fugitive son towards the main entrance.

-He is better ...- swiftly replied the honey blond, flashing a quick smile to his mother - … and he is the last person we are picking up, so he is not in the car yet- he added holding the door's handle

-It has been so long since I have seen him, I mean, he used to be here so much, I almost felt like I had a second son … will I ever seen him again?- she then laughed in a mocking tone, not noticing the slightly changed feature of the honey blond.

-One day, ne? … -he then replied - … one day, if you'll still feel like you'll want to see him … I'm sure he'll be more than happy to come- he then concluded in a low tone, quickly smiling at his mother, who had assumed a seriously worried expression.

-What's with the poetic reply? ...- she quickly replied, adding one of her usual smiles- … just make sure that I see him on Monday when you guys come back, I will make his favorite pie- she then concluded, stretching up to kiss her son on the cheek, who simply replied with an appreciative grin, a nod, and just like that, he was out of the door.

-Ohayou~! … Uru-chan- greeted an overjoyed looking Aoi, whose arm was around the shoulder of a sleeping Courtney, as the honey blond, sat in front of him, inside the immensely specious car.

-If you want to be able to keep pleasing her, in the best way you can, I'd suggest you don't try calling me that again- quickly retorted Uruha, lightly glaring at Aoi, as he leaned on the leather seat, with his arms folded in his chest.

-... So much for a “Good morning Aoi-han”... - calmly replied the brunette in a tone of pretense offense, pouting at the nonchalantly gaze averting honey blond, who was intently staring outside his window, looking for nothing in particular, but spotting someone particular, few minutes later, as they stopped in front of Ruki's apartment complex, where the short brunette, was standing smiling, next to a golden looking suitcase, waving at the car.

-Don't worry I'll go- swiftly uttered Uruha, preceding the driver, who was about to go help Ruki, as he jumped out the car.

-Good morning Uru-chan - happily greeted Ruki, walking towards the car's trunk

-Don't you Uru-chan me Ruki, didn't I tell you to wait inside the complex, and come out when you saw us arriving?- spat the honey blond, who quickly caught hold of his boyfriend's luggage, and placed it in the still empty looking trunk.

-Yes mom … - sarcastically retorted the brunette, heading towards the passenger seats of the black voluminous car -but the sun was so bright, the sky so clear … they were both calling me … saying “Come play little Ruki” - he then joked calmly sitting next to a still ticked off Uruha - ..good morning Aoi - he then smiled at the winking and nodding brunette, who was now holding his sleeping girlfriend's head on his laps, and lovingly caressing her brown locks.

-Sounds like what a pedophile would say, to me ...- retorted the honey blond in a whisper quickly glancing at his boyfriend

-What?- swiftly inquired the shorter with a giggle - ...I am not allowed to trust the sun and the sky anymore? ...- he questioned in a soft voice, reaching for the other's face, but suddenly stopped, apprehensively eying the driver in front of them, which Aoi immediately caught on, and nonchalantly pressed a button, which pulled up a black separator, between the passenger seats, and the driver's.

-Sorry, I forgot … there you go- quickly whispered the lip-pierced brunette, kindly smiling at the shorter, who sent him a grateful and appreciative nod.

-… Uru-chan? ...- Ruki then resumed stretching one of his palms to cup one of the honey blond's cheeks, and turning his face towards himself -I am sorry okay? ...- he then apologized -... I appreciate you worrying for me, but I really don't think anything is going to happen to me ...- he then concluded, as the honey blond simply skeptically stared at him.

-Of course you don't believe, because we don't know, we are just taking precautions ...- Uruha replied with a firm expression, which was faltered with the sudden yawn that caught him by surprise, as he kept his gaze on a kindly smiling Ruki, who abandoned his cheek, and instead patted both his hands on his lap, making signed for him to lie down on them. After sending him another skeptical glare, he sighed and gladly complied to the offer, lying his head on his laps, and placing the rest of his body across the black leather seats.

-I am going to be just fine ...- resumed Ruki, slowly stroking the other's honey blond locks - … just fine … -he continued in a tone, which sounded like a whisper to Uruha, whose eyes quickly and peacefully fell closed, and when he reopened them he found himself once again in his driveway, but it was night, and for some reason there was snow all around, no limousine, no luggage, just him and … a man. Said man was holding his hand as they proceed walking side by side, towards the main entrance of his house, which Uruha swiftly opened with his keys, and allowed both of them to enter, as if it was the most logical thing to do, even though he apparently didn't now the man.

At their entrance, they were greeted by a woman seemingly in her forties, who awfully looked like his sister Keiko, and voices of happily shouting children could be heard as the newly arrived duo walked inside the living room, where they found an elderly looking couple, resembling his parents, whom welcomed them with a smile, and made them sign to come in.

-Uncle Kouyou ….- yelled the kids running towards him -... uncle Takanori- they then suddenly yelled, rushing to the man, who had suddenly been forced to leave his hand, being assaulted by the children, as Uruha swiftly turned around and carefully studied the features of that who in fact seemed to be a grown up version of Ruki, now happily smiling and looking back at him.

-Uruha ...- suddenly called the grown up Ruki, still being pestered by kids, as the honey blond simply stared at him flabbergasted -Uruha? ...- he then called again, this time receiving a nervous hum from the blond- Kouyou? … wake up, we have arrived!- suddenly stated the other, at which words Uruha looked at the other in total confusion -Ta-ka-shi-ma Kou-you wake up!- yelled the other, and before he knew it, he suddenly happened to open his eyes again.

Uruha confusedly blinked a few times, staring up at his age-mate Ruki, who was looking down at him.

-Are my laps that comfortable?- suddenly stated the brunette with a chuckle, staring at the still quite confused, and almost awake honey blond - … or was it such a beautiful dream?- he then swiftly added, as Uruha slowly got off his laps, stretching his arms in the process, while yawning.

-Actually ...- replied the taller - … it was kind of weird …- he explained, as they got off the car, where Aoi and Courtney were waiting for them in front of a villa- but still … kinda beautiful, yes ...- he smiled at the younger, who smiled at him, grabbed his hand, and excitedly walked them towards the other two. Uruha lightly startled at the other's impulsive gesture, cautiously looking around, searching for curious gazes of any passer-by, but there were none, and even if, nobody knew him there anyways, which it now occurred to him, might have been the reason why Aoi had proposed to go to his beach house instead. Feeling immensely glad for the considerate gesture, he decided he might have given the brunette some slack, the moment he'd surely resumed to get on his nerve.

The four of them entered the house, Uruha and Aoi respectively carrying they lover's luggage, the honey blond, and Courtney not looking to surprised at the greatness of its size, and expensive looking internal decoration, being accustomed to such luxurious places, whereas Ruki was continuously flabbergasting at every corner he passed, which provoked a light chuckle in the honey blond, who was interestedly gazing at the younger.

-This is even bigger that Uurha's mountain house!- shockingly exclaimed Ruki, swiftly staring at a head-shaking and diverted Aoi -... this is not a house … this ... this is a palace- he trailed of as Aoi suddenly stopped in the middle of a corridor on the second floor.

-Well … here we are- suddenly spoke the owner of the house - … its just the four of us, my parents … had better things to do ...- he explained in a plain tone -... not like we care though do we? - he then chuckled, sending a mischievous stare at Courtney, who rolled her eyes, in feign carelessness, which gesture was replied by a smirk of the taller brunette - … so this is mine and Coru-chan's … and that ...- he then pointed at a room on the other end of the corridor, on it's opposite sied -... is yours … so I say we go get lunch in an hour or so, bye- he then swiftly stated, grabbing his girlfriend and disappearing behind the now closed door of his bedroom.

-Let's go ...- resignedly sighed Uruha, detaching his slightly stupefied stare from the closed door, as he walked to their room, loyally followed by the shorter brunette, as they as well entered the spacious guest room, and closed the door behind themselves. Ruki had quickly walked towards the window, opening it, and already getting lost observing his favorite thing, as Uruha dropped their luggage by the king size bed, ungracefully sitting on, and taking a closer look slowly at it. He knew he was most likely going to share a room with the brunette, he didn't mind in the least, and it wasn't going to be the first time, but things were obviously different now.

-Aaaah ...- suddenly exclaimed Ruki, stretching out his arms, and turning towards Uruha -... for this break, I have all the intention of shopping until I drop - he cheerfully stated walking towards the sitting blond, and standing unmoving in front of him, who gently grabbed both his hand, looking up at the the brunette.

-I have no doubt you will ...- he whispered, kindly pulling him down to seal their lips together, in a slow passionate kiss, which was suddenly interrupted by Ruki, who swiftly pulled out

-You are not planing on keeping me in this room for the whole three days now, do you? ...- he whispered, staring at the honey blond in amusement, who was replying with a diverted grin.

-Hmm...- hummed the taller in reply, pulling the other flat on the bed, and quickly placing himself on top of him - … why not? ...- he then sensually whispered pecking the brunette's lips, who happily giggling at the idea, as the honey blond thought about the fact that having Ruki all to himself for a whole three days, made the brunette's playful suggestion sounded actually rather appealing, he wasn't of course planning on turning him in some sort of sex slave, which wasn't a bad idea either, but he was certainly planning to enjoy his company as much as they now freely could.

They remained silent, words not really needed, intently and serenely staring at each other, as they absorbed their essences, thorough their orbs, their calm breaths, their tongues which had resumed dancing their slow, and fervent tango skilfully led by Uruha, joined by both their hands, which had left on an excursion to explore every reachable inch of their bodies. However, feeling a rather familiar sensation about to build up between his legs, the honey blond cautiously broke their kiss, which action received a low protest groan from the brunette, who was questioningly gazing at him.

-Maybe we should stay away from beds for the time being ...- he then suggested with a smirk, quickly pecking the brunette on his forehead, and getting off him, who was now keeping himself up on his elbows, observing Uruha unpacking his luggage, and soon after jumping off the bed and joining the other in the task with his own luggage.

-Are you two ready?- suddenly shouted Aoi from heir corridor, as Uurha walked to open the door, smiling at the other couple, who entered their room.

-That was quick ...- smirked Uruha in a tone of pretense surprise, replied by Courtney's unamused and skeptical gaze, as he the honey blond swiftly stopped himself from continuing his remark, remembering the promise he had made to himself to stop pestering the brunette for a bit - … never mind ...- he then whispered - ... let's go eat- he then swiftly suggested, looking at Ruki, who had finally finished setting his belongings and receiving and agreeing nod by the other two. Thus, they left in Aoi's limousine, and decided to eat at a family restaurant, where they happily chatted about everything and anything, planning out the rest of their two days.

It was an indescribably extraordinary feeling, to be able to carelessly walk around the downtown's streets, hand in hand with Ruki, without having to watch his back, or the brunette's, for even though they still received weird stares, and a couple of disgusted glares, they all came by nobody they had any reason to worry about, which made Uruha feel a bit daring, when as they went to the actual beach later in the day, he surprised a more than willing Ruki with a rather heated make out session, under the pleasantly astounded gaze of the other two, who joined soon after, both couples heedless of people's constant stares.

After hours spent chasing each other on the sand, and water, or partaking in all the possible activities that only kids would take pride in doing, without bucket nor shovel, which were all readily saved by Courtney's continuous picture taking, a breathtaking sunset had suddenly surprised them, once again confirming the fact that time seemed to always go full-throttle, whenever having fun. By that time most of the other vacationers had left the beach, while the quartet was observing the setting sun lying flat on their back, continuously giggling for no apparent reason.

Still laying on the sand, both couples nonchalantly embraced in each other, they were silently staring at the moon, and a sea of ever shining stars, as they enjoyed the fact of being the only ones on the shore.

-Okay ...- suddenly stated Aoi jumping on his feet, walking off to where they had left their bags, and coming back with one of them - … it's time to light up things a little ...- he then stated bringing out, and tossing fireworks to each of them.

Uruha sat unmoving on the sand for a while, observing the brunette and the other two setting up a almost completely legal pyrotechnic little show, it had been such a long time since he had seen him so cheerful, but he didn't have much time to progress in his thought, for after they had painted the sky with a few fiery colors, they had to swiftly grab their stuff and even quicker ran off the beach back to downtown where Aoi's limousine was still waiting for them, when they heard not so friendly yells directed at them shouting something on the lines of Hey, heeey! Those are not allowed here, stop, come back here, stooop!

Once inside the house, they all directed themselves to their respective rooms, the four of them equally visibly tired from all the crazy acting. It had in fact being so long for any of them since they'd had so much fun, and considering what they had been forced to face at school in the past month, they all agreed in the fact they deserved all of it, and for that night, to Uruha's slight disappointment, no sort of lustful activity took place, for sleep had quickly taken the better of the brunette, who was dozing off on his chest, soon after joined by the honey blond.

The following morning, after a delicious American style breakfast, prepared by an ever cheerful Courtney, they left towards the mall inside the main part of the town, where Ruki and Courtney literally shopped until them, and their respective boyfriends, couldn't carry anymore of their bags, for apparently, the other two had no interest whatsoever in wanting to add to the burden.

-Thank you so much Kouyou...- gratefully and happily stated Ruki, looking at himself in the mirror of their room, holding the amethyst pendant that Uruha had bought for him, as he swiftly turn around perplexedly staring at all the bags they had brought back from the store - … still though … I still feel so- he tried to observe but was immediately interrupted by Uruha

-And for the umpteenth time ...- commenced the honey blond, walking towards the shorter, embracing him from behind -... you shouldn't feel bad for nothing at all, I wouldn't have done it if I didn't want to- referring to the fact that had forced the brunette to literally use him as his personal credit card - … I mean, what is the point of having a filthy rich boyfriend, if not?- he concluded mischievously whispering into the brunette's ear, who simply began to laugh. Then turning him around he tried to reach for his black and red locks, but couldn't as the shorter readily avoided his hand.

-No touchy...- warned the shorter - … you saw how long it took me to make it look like this- explained the brunette with a pretense glare, as the taller simply shrugged throwing his hand in the air, heading towards the entrance.

-I suppose we are finally ready to go now, ne~!- he then resignedly observed in feign annoyance, opening the door, and receiving a wide smile from the brunette, who swiftly grabbed his recently acquired black leather jacket, and followed him outside the room, joining the other two as they drove off to a nightclub.

The place was jammed, which wasn't too much of a surprise to Uruha, given that Aoi had told them that it was the only club in town. Struggling their way through the dancing, drunken, and leech looking couples, they finally got to their table in the private', where Aoi and Courtney didn't waste time as they dropped on the red looking couches, and eagerly joined the other leech-looking couples. Ruki dropped his jacket on the couch next to their friends, who were already devouring each other, and swiftly grabbing Uruha's hand, he guided them in the middle of the dance floor.

Uruha allowed the shorter to take his arms an place them around his waste, as Ruki placed his around his neck, soon after commencing a slow paced grinding, which matched the slow rhythm of the song that was being played at the moment. The brunette's continuous frontal bumping and grinding against his crotch, quickly worked their magic in his groin, as he felt his so far surprisingly well behaved member, slowly awakening. The song had change to a faster one, but the two remained in the same position, Ruki being forced to stop his lewd movements, as the honey blond hungrily attacked is lips, some second later, he was then sucking his neck and back to their lips, while his hand had somehow found itself underneath the brunette's shirt.

-Let go home ...- suddenly suggest Ruki, reaching for his ear, at which word Uruha quickly nodded, and grabbing his hand they made their way back to Aoi and Courtney, who was currently latched on his neck. Noticing that the lip-pierced brunette, was trying his best to look up at him, from his half-lidded gaze, Uruha merely pointed at himself, Ruki and the exit, at which the brunette simply replied with a thumb up, and a shooing hand.

Quickly getting into the limo, they both hardly managed staying apart from each other, as Uruha, trying his best to still sound as polite as possible, urgently requested to be taken to their current residence, where once arrived, they speed-walked hand in hand, all the way to the second floor, straight inside their bedroom, and as soon as he closed the door, turning around, Ruki newly wrapped his arms around his neck claiming his already swollen lips. At that point in time, the honey blond had long lost any bit of rational thinking, as he impulsively placed his hand on the brunette's ass, swiftly lifting him up, while the shorter wrapped his legs around his waist, never unlocking their fervently working mouths.

Tentatively walking into the room, he manged to reach the king sized bed, where he carefully placed the brunette, and immediately followed. They scooted up the bed until Ruki reached the headboard, and Uruha quickly reached for his shirt and was about to remove it from the younger, but suddenly stopped locking his eyes with him.

-Do you really want this? ...- he then whispered, at which the brunette immediately replied with consecutive nods.

-please ...- whispered the brunette, eyes closed, swiftly pecking Uruha's lips, who was wondering exactly how did that one single word manged to suddenly get him so worked up.

-… wait a second- he then kindly requested, as he swiftly jumped off the bed, and directed himself towards a precise pocket in his luggage, from which he brought out condoms, lube, and after finding a cloth in another pocket, he rushed back to the bed, placing the items on the said - ...okay- he then whispered reuniting their lips together, as they both eagerly got rid off their clothes in between kisses and groans, while scooting down the bed, finally reenacting Uruha's most private dream, as they found themselves entirely naked, one on top of the order. Needless to say, they had both been fervidly awaiting for such moment, and Uruha took it upon himself to please his lover in the best way he could, being this his first time, and technically, it was Uruha's as well, with someone of his same gender.

Their making out pace slowly decreased, as they both opened their eyes loosing themselves, absorbed in each other's gaze, then with a tender smile, Uruha pecked him on his lips, his cheeks, his chin, and with the same pace, he bent into his neck, placing his lips on the bruntte's Adam's apple, and lightly passing his tongue over it. He then proceeded pressing kisses on his torso, down his navel, constantly maintaining his gaze locked with that of Ruki, who observed his descent through half-lidded eyes. Finally reaching the base of the brunette's member, he gently kissed its tip with a light smirk, as he observed Ruki biting his lower lip, and dropping his head into the pillow, as he began to take in his shaft.

Kindly spreading Ruki's legs open, he then began to slowly move up and down his member, applying a light suction in the process, as the brunette, instinctively placed a hand between his blond lock, moaning unresistingly as he quickened his pace, and increased the pressure in his suction.

-K-kouyou … w-wait, stop ...- suddenly panted the brunette, at which the blond immediately ceased every movement, abandoning the other's now fully erected member, gazing up at the brunette's irregularly heaving chest in wonder- … don't … make me come ... now ...- informed the brunette, who had lightly opened his eyes, looking down at the the blond- I … I ...- he panted out, and paused, tightly pressing his lips together, and closed his eyes - … I want you inside me first- he then swiftly blurted out.

At those words, Uruha chuckled a little, sensing the other's apparent embarrassment, and raising himself back to the others face, he newly pecked his lips

-Okay ...- he then whispered, as the brunette hesitatingly reopened his eyes and shyly smiled at him - … whatever you want, I shall give you- concluded Urhua lovingly kissing his forehead, as he kindly sat on his heals, grabbing the lube he had previously brought to the bed, he poured some of its content around the brunette's tightly clenched muscle ring, gently massaging its surrounding, and reaching around the base of his member, light massaging his sack. He then poured some more on two of his digits, and placing one of his fingers right at the entrance, he first leaned forwards newly facing him.

-This will hurt a little at first ...- he warned - … but I'll make it better, promise- he then concluded, receiving a single nod from Ruki, and after claiming his lips for a second or so, he sat back on his heals and slowly pushed his first digit through the hole, observing Ruki's tightly closing his eyes, holding his lips together, and gripping the bedsheets on both his sides. After having moved the digits in and out a couple of times more, Uruha then brought forward the second one.

-I am about to insert as second one … are you okay?- he then asked, and receiving a positive nod from the brunette, he slowly inserted a second finger, as he worryingly observed Ruki's pained features, he slightly increased the pace of his movement's inside him, occasionally scissoring and bending his finger's, as he had seen done in video he had taken the courtesy to watch in preparation for this moment, and wanting to soon cease the other's pain.

He then slowly pulled our his digits, observing Ruki's relaxing features, and reaching for the condom, he tore the packet, wore it, and abundantly coated his own member with some more lube. Then, holding his member, he guided it to the brunette's entrance, and stopped looking at Ruki, who gave him another nod, at which he pushed in his gently and as slowly as he could, trying his best to keep his desires in check, which would have wanted him to quickly shove himself in, during which process, a pained groan left the brunette's lips, who was now panting, and whose face was horribly contorted. Once Uruha had finally inserted himself completely, he stopped every movement, and leaned over the other, gently pecking his slowly relaxing features.

-Sorry ...- he then whispered, continuing his display of affection, as the shorter simply shock his head, and opening his eye, he faintly smiled at him.

-I'm fine now ...- he then whispered - … you can move - he then consented, as Uruha nodded, and locking their lips together, he began a slow paced thrust, at the beginning of which the brunette was still in visible pain, but it didn't take too long after his distressed features finally relaxed, and his lips released a pleasure filled moan, at which Uruha smiled in accomplishment, and began to thrust a bit faster, and lightly harder.

-... Kouyou ...- whispered the shorter in a moan, as the blond's thrust progressively increased in speed

-… Takanori … - groaned out Uruha, who had passed his hands down the brunette's naked arms, and reaching his wrist, he then slowly grabbed them and raised them above his head, gently placing them on the pillow, and deepened their kiss, both moaning and panting, finally equally enjoying and savoring every delightful sensation running through their sweat drenched bodies, as they finally become one with other, and it felt so right, better than anything he had every imagined or dreamed.

-Kou … I … aaah … - panted out Ruki, who having wrapped his legs around the taller, had allowed a better access for the honey blond, who was now almost literally pounding at an insanely high speed inside the brunette ever so often hitting his prostate - … I am … I ...- he then newly attempted

-I … know … ughh...- swiftly replied Uruha, feeling himself almost going over the edge, as he kept his incessant thrust - me...too...- he then groaned, entangling his fingers with Ruki's, which were still above his head - … I am almost .. there ...- he then exhaled, and a couple of hard thrust later, Ruki finally came, his moan absorbed by Uruha's mouth, who feeling Ruki's wall's clenching around his member, immediately followed suit, riding out his orgasm with a few more thrusts inside the shorter, and finally dropping on top of the already panting brunette.

Trying to catch their breaths, Uruha gently moved out of Ruki, and reached for the cloth, which he used to clean off Ruki's seed from his chest, and his own. Tossing the piece of cloth, they both went in-between covers, instinctively embracing other, recollecting themselves to the rhythm of their now regular paced heartbeat.

-Thank you Kouyou ...- suddenly stated the brunette, gazing up at Uruha, who delicately caressed his fringes, while smiling staring down at him.

-… Thank you- he then replied, kissing his forehead, and bringing the other's body closer into his embrace. They remained silent for a good while, during which, Uruha resumed with his pondering procession, wondering whether the younger had maybe already fallen as sleep, and was about to call his name, when, as he noticed Ruki to be very apt to do, the brunette beat him at it.

-Kouyou? ...- he hesitatingly called, as the honey blond hummed in acknowledgment -... aren't we worth it?- he then asked looking up at the taller, who replied with a slightly confused gaze - … aren't we … aren't we worth fighting for?- he then concluded, at which words, Uruha firmly nodded his head in agreement, tightening his embrace.

-Yes, yes we are ...- he then replied kissing his head, as they both fell asleep soon after.

And that was it, he thought, as he doze away. In that moment he knew exactly what he wanted to do, how he would have tried to spend the rest of his life. Surely it would have been hard, but he wouldn't have to come out immediately, he would have taken it progressively, while sustaining the other in his fight the best he could, and that was the mind set, he gratefully saluted Aoi's beach house on a very early Monday morning, as the four of them got ready to go back to their regular lives. He was going to fight, slowly but surely, one step at a time, him and Ruki, together.

However, no matter how hard his resolve had in fact turned out to be, nothing could have prepared him, for what awaited them at their return, where Yutaka had readily took it upon himself, to alter that one decision, which would have changed both his and Ruki's lives, forever.

4 PART 1

A/N: I Apologize fo the long wait. I have been busy with school, life (and RPing!) and things didn't exactly go as I predicted, but I hope you could enjoy the second part of this, and hopefully I'll get to writing the next to parts soon. It will be a sad and thought ride from now, so I hope you enjoyed this happy chapter! (^_^!!).