motherless child...

[luna_lyre]

I have been staring at this page for a while now. I am having the hardest time articulating how I have been feeling the past week or so. I've mostly been swinging between irrationally angry (at him and at myself) and being so sad it hurts. I feel as though I am in an awkward suspension of time. He is not here. So it feels like it did before the break up. Except everything inside me hurts and I want to cry at the strangest times.
I wanted to say thank you to the people who have extended their sympathies. I'm just having a hard time talking...but soon...maybe...I will be back to being my chatty self.