x marks the spot...
I have so much to do! I'm starting to think I might be able to JUST finish my ever-growing list of things to do at the office. I've got book orders to make up, inventory to finish, books to pack and send, letters to send out and some more odds and ends. It's going to be weird NOT being at work. Even though I will be happy to be done, it will be weird to have days to myself. But I'm trying to make plans everywhere with everyone. Now that I know when Kyle will probably head out, I can better plan my two weeks off. I didn't want to be gone/busy for the little bit of time we'll have together. But I also don't want to waste a bunch of time (not getting the things I want and need to do done) just so that my schedule works around his. So far, my last 3 sets of plans have gone awry. People can't make it last minute, there's confusion about when/what and so forth...
I'm feeling like all I've done this summer is be in inner conflict. I've been at odds with my family (especially), the boy, some friends, myself. I don't know why I seem to want to fight everyone all of the time. And then it's just a vicious circle. I'm at odds with the boy so I'm snappy with the family. It seems to have no beginning and no end.
I can't wait for Folk Fest. I hope this weekend mellows me out and is my saving grace. It certainly was last summer. Different problem with the same solution. Here's hoping it works.
Speaking of work, I should get back to it...
I'm feeling like all I've done this summer is be in inner conflict. I've been at odds with my family (especially), the boy, some friends, myself. I don't know why I seem to want to fight everyone all of the time. And then it's just a vicious circle. I'm at odds with the boy so I'm snappy with the family. It seems to have no beginning and no end.
I can't wait for Folk Fest. I hope this weekend mellows me out and is my saving grace. It certainly was last summer. Different problem with the same solution. Here's hoping it works.
Speaking of work, I should get back to it...